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nofutureghost
asleep
- Dec 5, 2020
- 77
well, I can't stand my life anymore and every end of the year it gets incredible WORSE. I just lost my only two cats cause my parents are an amount of shit and just let them go out, doctors are suspecting that my mother have cancer again, I need a fucking job but it seems that I'm good for nothing, I hate this house and also my family but the cost of living alone it's too high, I don't even can hang out with friends to distract myself 'cause one: I don't have it and two: I have controlling parents, my sister (the only person that could help me) lives in another state, I hate my university but I can't leave it, my bf probably wants to breakup, depression is getting worse and I can't even do things that I usually do, I can't ctb cause this fucking house is never empty, I'm sober 'cause I can't get some drugs since I'm having only online classes and that's my december :)
how is it going for you guys? better? worse? I just need to talk :(
how is it going for you guys? better? worse? I just need to talk :(