Last goodbye

[distantutopia]

So, I wasn't here for too long, mostly because I was only searching for good methods.
My life is so fucking miserable and I hate it here, it seems like this is the only way out. For my last words I wanna tell you guys more about myself and my life so you have a better understanding of who I am and where these thoughts are coming from.
My family is just full of angry people and I am one of them. Constantly angry at everything and everyone, including myself. Always crying at night hoping that no one will hear my sobs. It sounds pathetic, because that's what it is. Never felt any love, any affection. Not the worst family, but also not a good one. I barely have friends I like, they're all so different.
I will write two notes, for my family and for my boyfriend. I don't wanna hurt him but this is the only way out for me. I will try to hang myself, I've browsed through a lot of posts about it and I think that this is the best and easiest way. I've found a quiet and peaceful place in the woods, far away from my home. I'm sorry to the people who will eventually find me if I manage to CTB. Hopefully my SI doesn't kick in fast enough. If I do not post until the end of the month I'm probably dead.
I will keep ya'll updated….or not.
Goodbye

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it's so awful having to endure an existence you hate, I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom you search for.

 

[lessthanzero]

im going through the same, here if u want to talk

 

[CW36]

So, I wasn't here for too long, mostly because I was only searching for good methods.
My life is so fucking miserable and I hate it here, it seems like this is the only way out. For my last words I wanna tell you guys more about myself and my life so you have a better understanding of who I am and where these thoughts are coming from.
My family is just full of angry people and I am one of them. Constantly angry at everything and everyone, including myself. Always crying at night hoping that no one will hear my sobs. It sounds pathetic, because that's what it is. Never felt any love, any affection. Not the worst family, but also not a good one. I barely have friends I like, they're all so different.
I will write two notes, for my family and for my boyfriend. I don't wanna hurt him but this is the only way out for me. I will try to hang myself, I've browsed through a lot of posts about it and I think that this is the best and easiest way. I've found a quiet and peaceful place in the woods, far away from my home. I'm sorry to the people who will eventually find me if I manage to CTB. Hopefully my SI doesn't kick in fast enough. If I do not post until the end of the month I'm probably dead.
I will keep ya'll updated….or not.
Goodbye

I wish you every success, at least you've chosen a sensible method. Quick, simple and effective.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes for a peaceful and successful journey.

 

[cheese.out]

So sorry to hear that life was cruel to you. I wish you all the best and I hope that you find the peace your are looking for If you wanna talk feel free to pm me

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best! Safe travels and good luck!

 

[F Sea]

Looks like you've made up your mind. I hope your plan goes well and if you decide not to do it, I also support you. Regards, distantutopia.

 

[ANONYMOUSM]

byee we will see you on the other side soon

 

[bluebus]

I am so sorry. I hope your journey is peaceful. Best of luck

 

[Amidaa]

Sorry to hear that, it must be painful to endure this kind of existence for so long. wish you all the best on your journey to find peace.

 

[Ruma]

Goodluck,hope you have a swift and peaceful passing x

 

[Unknown21]

Safe travels

 

[MasterOfDisguise]

Good luck with your method. I wish you safe travels.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

So, I wasn't here for too long, mostly because I was only searching for good methods.
My life is so fucking miserable and I hate it here, it seems like this is the only way out. For my last words I wanna tell you guys more about myself and my life so you have a better understanding of who I am and where these thoughts are coming from.
My family is just full of angry people and I am one of them. Constantly angry at everything and everyone, including myself. Always crying at night hoping that no one will hear my sobs. It sounds pathetic, because that's what it is. Never felt any love, any affection. Not the worst family, but also not a good one. I barely have friends I like, they're all so different.
I will write two notes, for my family and for my boyfriend. I don't wanna hurt him but this is the only way out for me. I will try to hang myself, I've browsed through a lot of posts about it and I think that this is the best and easiest way. I've found a quiet and peaceful place in the woods, far away from my home. I'm sorry to the people who will eventually find me if I manage to CTB. Hopefully my SI doesn't kick in fast enough. If I do not post until the end of the month I'm probably dead.
I will keep ya'll updated….or not.
Goodbye

Im sorry life has brought you to this point. My condolences...

 

[Gonnerr]

Good luck, i hope you escape peacefully.

 

[Sonny77]

This world is just terrible. So much pain and suffering. All the best for your final journey.