Batstern

Batstern

Metalhead
Jan 28, 2019
69
Hey everyone.

This is something I find my mind tends to wander to sometimes, but I've been thinking about how I'd like to spend my last day here. If you had a solid plan, your last day could be stress free. No commitments etc.

Do any of you guys know what you're going to do the day before you go?
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Hey everyone.

This is something I find my mind tends to wander to sometimes, but I've been thinking about how I'd like to spend my last day here. If you had a solid plan, your last day could be stress free. No commitments etc.

Do any of you guys know what you're going to do the day before you go?
What are your plans? I haven't made any
 
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lemmeeleev

lemmeeleev

Still here
Nov 29, 2018
927
I'd just go through the day doing absolutely anything I feel like. If I'm going to ctb then why bother worrying about anything? I've had plans before where I thought I would ctb at the end of the day, and this was about all I did.
 
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Batstern

Batstern

Metalhead
Jan 28, 2019
69
What are your plans? I haven't made any

I'm not sure yet. I think it partially depends on what happens in the time between now, and when I get the materials to go through with it.

The last time I attempted, all I did was go out and get some nice sausage rolls from a local bakery, and a fresh brownie and some coke too. Nothing major, but just something for me to enjoy before I went.

Now I'm considering getting a hotel room, maybe get a hooker and a pizza after, recording a message, and then going. As I said, nothing firm yet. Open to suggestions I guess.
 
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Batstern

Batstern

Metalhead
Jan 28, 2019
69
I'd just go through the day doing absolutely anything I feel like. If I'm going to ctb then why bother worrying about anything? I've had plans before where I thought I would ctb at the end of the day, and this was about all I did.

What kinda things did you do?
 
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lemmeeleev

lemmeeleev

Still here
Nov 29, 2018
927
What kinda things did you do?
Just went through my day normally. Didn't hold back from anything I felt like doing. Like if i wanted ice cream, ice cream it is, if I felt like painting instead of homework, painting it is. Nothing special, just didn't hold back from anything.
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
dealing with symptoms of my debilitating chronic illnesses, just like I have been on a daily basis for the last 10 years of my life (sentence). ITs always a surprise first thing when I open my eyes in the morning which parts of the body will be the highlights of a day
 
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Batstern

Batstern

Metalhead
Jan 28, 2019
69
Just went through my day normally. Didn't hold back from anything I felt like doing. Like if i wanted ice cream, ice cream it is, if I felt like painting instead of homework, painting it is. Nothing special, just didn't hold back from anything.

That sounds nice. Like, super super freeing.

I'm currently looking into getting N but I'm a broke student and it's hard. I'm hoping that when I finally get something I can plan out what my last few days will look like.
 
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Batstern

Batstern

Metalhead
Jan 28, 2019
69
dealing with symptoms of my debilitating chronic illnesses, just like I have been on a daily basis for the last 10 years of my life (sentence). ITs always a surprise first thing when I open my eyes in the morning which parts of the body will be the highlights of a day

I'm sorry to hear that. *hugs*
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
I think ideally it would just be relaxing. Like if I go out in an accident, I want to have gotten my favorite coffee from Starbucks and had a joint, then gone into the hills to ride my motorcycle. That would be the perfect last day for me.

But if I go in a planned manner, I just wanna smoke a bunch of weed, relax, and curl up with a loved one to peacefully fall asleep.
 
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Jupiter

Jupiter

Specialist
Nov 23, 2018
384
I will go for a long walk through the snowy woods around here. Trying not to overthink.
 
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Deleted member 1496

Student
Aug 2, 2018
183
Before my last days, I'm doing things I want to do, like rush to see a munro light exhibit before it moves away. For the last days, I hope for them to be tranquil, eat something light, see some vast open space, have some nice chocolate ready, to prepare my mind and survival instinct for what's about to happen.
 
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