Last Christmas for me

[Lost Magic]

So I had a big drinking session with a sorta friend. I don't normally drink alcohol because I am on Prozac. So we both got tanked up and listened to old tunes we loved growing up. Not a bad night. But I lay for days with a hangover while my pipes froze, massive leaks from the bathroom to the kitchen and the sinks wouldn't drain (causing overflow). I was wrapped up in my bed with my electric blanket, not thinking about turning the heating on. The arrogant plumber came and I helped him pour boiling water on my outside pipe with kettles. Then he fucked off while leaving a leaky tap (a new plumber for that job tomorrow). So, yeah, happy holidays for me eh Good job it will be my last. Tbh I was more worried about the safety of my N during the fluctuating temperatures than the roof caving in lol

 

[SamTam33]

Here's hoping that it's my last one as well. Needing to get stuff fixed around the house is insufferable.

I could kick myself for not taking care of things when I had a job and was halfway normal.

My sprinklers froze and cracked, so I had the plumber just turn off the water to them. I don't care anymore.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Hoping it's my last one too. I shudder at the thought of existing for another year.

 

[reverse03]

You all wait until after Christmas?
Just kidding. Never gonna see Christmas for myself this year.

So Merry Christmas and we may all find peace.

 

[Himalayan]

Elelectric blanket, what

 

[Lost Magic]

You all wait until after Christmas?
Just kidding. Never gonna see Christmas for myself this year.

So Merry Christmas and we may all find peace.

Yeah, I have been contemplating just finishing it all at Christmas myself. I know the feeling.

Elelectric blanket, what

I was laying in bed with my electric blanket to keep me warm in the freezing temperatures. I forgot to turn the house heating on because I was badly hungover.

 

[Judy Garland]

Oooh, frozen pipes. That's not fun at all. I live in an apartment and I'm dealing with a lot of issues. The heat doesn't stay on consistently (or not enough), my landlord controls the heat and he sets it on 68 degrees. My apartment is the coldest apartment in the building and he doesn't care. The pipes above my bathtub are leaking and he doesn't care about that either. It ruined the entire ceiling above my tub. I'm hoping this will be my last Christmas. I can't take another year of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

At least you have N, it must be such a relief knowing that you can just peacefully exit at a time of your own choosing. But I do envy those who have a way to soon be free from this world, your feelings of wishing to leave are understandable, as the thought of staying here for another year really is such a dreadful thing to think about.

 

[Lost Magic]

Oooh, frozen pipes. That's not fun at all. I live in an apartment and I'm dealing with a lot of issues. The heat doesn't stay on consistently (or not enough), my landlord controls the heat and he sets it on 68 degrees. My apartment is the coldest apartment in the building and he doesn't care. The pipes above my bathtub are leaking and he doesn't care about that either. It ruined the entire ceiling above my tub. I'm hoping this will be my last Christmas. I can't take another year of this.

Sorry, you are going through this, but your landlord should be reported. It is his duty to attend to leaks and such. Some people are just pure assholes. No wonder we are all fucking fed up with the bullshit.

 

[Judy Garland]

Sorry, you are going through this, but your landlord should be reported. It is his duty to attend to leaks and such. Some people are just pure assholes. No wonder we are all fucking fed up with the bullshit.

I've been reporting on him for months to my case manager who helps to pay for the rent. My landlord has been told about all the issues in my apartment and he just makes excuse after excuse. His son tried telling me that the leak was caused by someone not using a shower curtain and it would stop. What a bunch of baloney. The heat? My landlord said to wait until it stops getting windy out and it should warm up. The excuses make my landlord and his son look like clowns. They just don't care. Instead of paying a plumber to work on the pipes, his son tries to work instead and messes everything up. Why? Because it's cheaper to have his son try to make repairs instead of hiring a professional. How does my landlord get away with it? He's a city marshal and he does the bare minimum required by law for us tenants. They're awful.

 

[reverse03]

But you just posted again after this?

Yeah, my plans are always getting stopped or delayed.
I planned to go last Thursday morning but my mom didn't go to her work. Then Friday snowstorm came everyone at house stayed. I cannot leave the house if someone is there because they will call the police since I am on high alert. I also cannot do it at house since they said if I want to ctb that I cannot do it there.
Then my mind is playing tricks again, giving me false hopes. So I will stay but probably not for long.