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Responsibleresident

The deep state intrusion/cruelty is murderous
Nov 15, 2019
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There is a lady who is a violent liar that abuses her security clearance and police job to replace everything with her voice. She barely changes it on the software program. She assaulted me in the past and lied about it. No one believe victims if we are male. We are not believed by police. She enjoys being malicious, hateful and cruel. She enjoys abusing males. She is a habitual liar who is sadistic. I want a restraining order from this lady to have no access to me at all. She assaulted me and harassed me with abuse in the past and lied about it. Now she plays innocent and pretends she doesnt understand. She is a scam artist criminal protected by an incredibly corrupt employer. She started abusing police powers to add her voice to everything so she could harass and dominate over me. I feel like killing myself to escape her. She is a sadistic brute pig. She has no business being trusted and it shows how corrupt her deep state employers are to intentionally hire a sadistic bigot liar. They are aware of my complaint and they do not care. They like her terrible brat behavior.

Is there is way to kill myself safely? Im sick of being abused by this lady who makes police excuses to stalk and abuse me. She is part of a faction of sexist female law enforcement that blames and abuses males hatefully while always siding with women. It is wrong but they dont care. They violate and abuse men and no one cares. It makes me consider suicide. It is hard to find a fast safe method.

I want a restraining order on this lady. I dont feel safe with her forcing her voice into everything. Yes the police do this to people they wrongly profile and target. They add their own voices into our videos and music. They play fake commercials on tv to mock us. All they do is abuse me and it makes me suicidal. I do not know how or where to report deep state abuse to. I doubt their employers care at all. They are a corrupt industry of criminals posing as crime fighters and national security.

I dont want to live through more of her stalking and forcing her voice into everything to discreetly be sadistic while posing as a misunderstood altar girl.

Is there new ideas for suicide? Her employer does not care. They dont get in real trouble in court so her employer is a corrupt joke.
 
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autumnal

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It sounds like a very distressing situation. Have you ever been diagnosed with any mental illnesses?
 
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HadEnough1974

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It sounds like a very distressing situation. Have you ever been diagnosed with any mental illnesses?

Why would you question the victim's mental state? Hummmm...???
 
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throwaway_2620

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I'm so sorry you're stuck in that situation. The system is corrupt and typically treats women more favorably than men. Typically speaking, men also receive harsher penalties for the same offense (e.g. a man might spend time behind bars for assaulting someone, whereas if it was a woman committing the assault, either people don't believe the man or the woman gets a slap on the wrist). Personally, I have nothing against women, but I think that's wrong and that's one of the reasons why the system's corrupt. I hope you find a solution to your situation.
 
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oopswronglife

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Why would you question the victim's mental state? Hummmm...???

I am not sure if you are being sarcastic or not? Text is not always easy to tell. The OP clearly exhibits signs of paranoic schizophrenia. It does not do anyone any good to feed into such delusions like "deep state" and being stalked by drones etc, and instead we should be encouraging people to seek help to stabilize this situation. He cannot at present tell what is real and what is not if he is suffering from what he appears to be based on this and previous posts.

Sucide can be rational...but first one has to be rational themselves in order to understand the magnitude of what the decision means. It's completely wrong and cruel to fuel such paranoia and treat a very unwell person as if they are just a perfectly aware and rational. I am sure everyone here is just trying to validate and support the OP so it's well meant...but it does real harm to treat the delusions of someone in that state as if they are real. They need help badly and none of us here are equipped to give that kind of help.

OP you really need to talk to someone you trust or believe you can trust. You are getting reality mixed up with your thoughts. I am not denying you may have been harrassed or assaulted, but it's not a deep state conspiracy and a lot of the stuff you think is happening is your brain lying to you. You need someone in your life to tell you what is real and what is not and to help you get your head in the best place possible. This is not the time to end your life because you aren't thinking clearly.
 
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I am not sure if you are being sarcastic or not? Text is not always easy to tell. The OP clearly exhibits signs of paranoic schizophrenia. It does not do anyone any good to feed into such delusions like "deep state" and being stalked by drones etc, and instead we should be encouraging people to seek help to stabilize this situation. He cannot at present tell what is real and what is not if he is suffering from what he appears to be based on this and previous posts.

Sucide can be rational...but first one has to be rational themselves in order to understand the magnitude of what the decision means. It's completely wrong and cruel to fuel such paranoia and treat a very unwell person as if they are just a perfectly aware and rational. I am sure everyone here is just trying to validate and support the OP so it's well meant...but it does real harm to treat the delusions of someone in that state as if they are real. They need help badly and none of us here are equipped to give that kind of help.

OP you really need to talk to someone you trust or believe you can trust. You are getting reality mixed up with your thoughts. I am not denying you may have been harrassed or assaulted, but it's not a deep state conspiracy and a lot of the stuff you think is happening is your brain lying to you. You need someone in your life to tell you what is real and what is not and to help you get your head in the best place possible. This is not the time to end your life because you aren't thinking clearly.

This. A million times this. I was waiting and reading the tone of the forum before elaborating on my post, but the fact that at least one other person sees this has given me some confidence.

Is the OP being treated badly by a specific female police officer? Quite possibly. Does law enforcement tend to unfairly believe females over males in certain types of incidents? Quite possibly. But are the police adding their voices to TV and music watched by the OP or creating fake advertisements to mock him? No, categorically not. That is an absolute textbook example of a paranoid delusion.

Would the OP be less likely to be suicidal if he obtained treatment and gained enough insight to realise that at least part of his overall situation is not based on reality? That is the question I'm considering when making my responses to this thread. Not any desire to mock them or question their mental state for no reason.
 
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Im sorry, im a bit confused?
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
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This. A million times this. I was waiting and reading the tone of the forum before elaborating on my post, but the fact that at least one other person sees this has given me some confidence.

Is the OP being treated badly by a specific female police officer? Quite possibly. Does law enforcement tend to unfairly believe females over males in certain types of incidents? Quite possibly. But are the police adding their voices to TV and music watched by the OP or creating fake advertisements to mock him? No, categorically not. That is an absolute textbook example of a paranoid delusion.

Would the OP be less likely to be suicidal if he obtained treatment and gained enough insight to realise that at least part of his overall situation is not based on reality? That is the question I'm considering when making my responses to this thread. Not any desire to mock them or question their mental state for no reason.

I had to re-read the OP message and I realized that I missed the part about adding the voices to advertisements.

Is it possible that the OP is suffering from a mental illness and at the same time being mistreated by a female police officer?

I totally understand where you're coming from btw @autumnal.
 
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ctbUniquectb

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Jan 7, 2020
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Is it possible that the OP is suffering from a mental illness and at the same time being mistreated by a female police officer?
My bet is that OP is experiencing a downturn of mental health while interacting with a shepig that is thoroughly 1st standard deviation, in terms of badge heaviness.

added on further review: My distaste for law enforcement is difficult to exaggerate, and I'm open about it. However, every accused has rights, no matter how despicable their occupation is. My first post was rash. I've deleted it in hopes the OP heals before (or instead of) presenting matters to the courts.
 
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HadEnough1974

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My bet is that OP is experiencing a downturn of mental health while interacting with a shepig that is thoroughly 1st standard deviation, in terms of badge heaviness.

added on further review: My distaste for law enforcement is difficult to exaggerate, and I'm open about it. However, every accused has rights, no matter how despicable their occupation is. My first post was rash. I've deleted it in hopes the OP heals before (or instead of) presenting matters to the courts.

When I interact with the police, I wear a hidden body cam. They don't know I'm recording. I'm dealing with a difficult family matter, everything is recorded.
 
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Responsibleresident

The deep state intrusion/cruelty is murderous
Nov 15, 2019
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Their endless attempts to frame me as dangerous criminal make me suicidal. They persecute us with the justice system attempting to make any case possible stick. The police ignore the damages they cause and keep on targeting us badly. They think they are doing a job. Persecution isnt policework but they can lie and always have an awesome legal excuse. They make me suicidal.


Yes the police add live voices to what we watch and the deep state is real and corrupt/abusive/delusional.

They think they are keeping the world safe while brutally abusing and persecuting us.
 
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ctbUniquectb

Pariah
Jan 7, 2020
489
Their endless attempts to frame me as dangerous criminal make me suicidal. They persecute us with the justice system attempting to make any case possible stick. The police ignore the damages they cause and keep on targeting us badly. They think they are doing a job. Persecution isnt policework but they can lie and always have an awesome legal excuse. They make me suicidal.
I agree, and know these feelings well.
Yes the police add live voices to what we watch and the deep state is real and corrupt/abusive/delusional.
Have you discussed this with a clinician?
They think they are keeping the world safe while brutally abusing and persecuting us.
Yes.
 
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Mud.

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Oct 27, 2018
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I don't believe in a deep state. Just because some people are rich and powerful doesn't mean they're competent. People are simply not capable of keeping secrets on such a scale. The people that try to make other people believe that there's a deep state are the real brainwashers. Don't let them into your mind man.

Concerning women, in the western world women have it easier on some fronts, men on others. The reasons lie in our past. It will take time but if civilisation holds, things will balance itself out eventually.
 
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Responsibleresident

The deep state intrusion/cruelty is murderous
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I don't believe in a deep state. Just because some people are rich and powerful doesn't mean they're competent. People are simply not capable of keeping secrets on such a scale. The people that try to make other people believe that there's a deep state are the real brainwashers. Don't let them into your mind man.

Concerning women, in the western world women have it easier on some fronts, men on others. The reasons lie in our past. It will take time but if civilisation holds, things will balance itself out eventually.
The agencies and tech used to abuse me tells the public no such tech and industries exist. I encourage everyone to believe. Do not let the deep state and its cultural agenda lie to everyone. It is abusing people to suicide and must be prosecuted. First we have to prove it. They are supressing evidence being public. It is world communism in design.
 
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ctbUniquectb

Pariah
Jan 7, 2020
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I'm telling you: talk to a professional. You're going to get through this, but you're actively ramping up your own anxiety with factually deficient views. They might not be entirely false, but they need tweaking. We're on your side.

The agencies and tech used to abuse me tells the public no such tech and industries exist.
Mate, I ask again: have you discussed these organizations and equipment with a clinician?
I encourage everyone to believe.
People respond more favorably to evinced claims.
Do not let the deep state and its cultural agenda lie to everyone.
I want you to pretend like you believe me for a minute. Let's say there is no deep state. Maybe it's just a bunch of rich fucks who, over many centuries, arrived at that position of power and maintain it through vicious policing?
It is abusing people to suicide ...
Sure, you don't see me disagreeing there.
... and must be prosecuted.
Well, that would be an approach. Not a likely avenue, but an method nonetheless.
First we have to prove it.
Already has. Herman & Chomsky's Manufacturing Consent: The Political Economy of the Mass Media
They are supressing evidence being public.
There's no reason to do that.
It is world communism in design.
Dude, no. The USSR got crushed, and contrary to the PR campaigns, was only a regional power.
 
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Responsibleresident

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I'm telling you: talk to a professional. You're going to get through this, but you're actively ramping up your own anxiety with factually deficient views. They might not be entirely false, but they need tweaking. We're on your side.


Mate, I ask again: have you discussed these organizations and equipment with a clinician?

People respond more favorably to evinced claims.

I want you to pretend like you believe me for a minute. Let's say there is no deep state. Maybe it's just a bunch of rich fucks who, over many centuries, arrived at that position of power and maintain it through vicious policing?

Sure, you don't see me disagreeing there.

Well, that would be an approach. Not a likely avenue, but an method nonetheless.

Already has. Herman & Chomsky's Manufacturing Consent: The Political Economy of the Mass Media

There's no reason to do that.

Dude, no. The USSR got crushed, and contrary to the PR campaigns, was only a regional power.
Where I live I see a confederate deep state and a communist deep state both at war but both attacking me. I struggle to articulate to your standards.
 
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ctbUniquectb

Pariah
Jan 7, 2020
489
Where I live I see a confederate deep state and a communist deep state both at war but both attacking me. I struggle to articulate to your standards.
OK, let's proceed from there. Last things first: I might seem like a prick from how I put things, but I don't care how you articulate. So let's keep things loose and light.

Next, stateside there are definitely sympathizers with the former Confederate States of America, and people who consider themselves ideological communists. Neither of these groups are significantly seated in state power: overt or covert/deep. Generally, right wing (of late, "Confederate") groups claim to be anti statist but do the State's work for it, unwittingly. Left wing groups are, for more or less, non existent in USA, in state power, ever since the late 1970s.

With all that being said, your perception seems - to several of us here - to be skewed by something clinical. None of us know you in person, and I am not trained in any mental health skills. I am mentally ill, so this is "peer support." I don't like seeing people suffer, so I want to be there for you. Clinicians, of various flavors, can do this Much Much Much More Effectively and Well.

I used to be into political stuff, but recently had multiple fairly traumatic surgeries and am out of touch with the world in a pretty profound way.
 
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OK, let's proceed from there. Last things first: I might seem like a prick from how I put things, but I don't care how you articulate. So let's keep things loose and light.

Next, stateside there are definitely sympathizers with the former Confederate States of America, and people who consider themselves ideological communists. Neither of these groups are significantly seated in state power: overt or covert/deep. Generally, right wing (of late, "Confederate") groups claim to be anti statist but do the State's work for it, unwittingly. Left wing groups are, for more or less, non existent in USA, in state power, ever since the late 1970s.

With all that being said, your perception seems - to several of us here - to be skewed by something clinical. None of us know you in person, and I am not trained in any mental health skills. I am mentally ill, so this is "peer support." I don't like seeing people suffer, so I want to be there for you. Clinicians, of various flavors, can do this Much Much Much More Effectively and Well.

I used to be into political stuff, but recently had multiple fairly traumatic surgeries and am out of touch with the world in a pretty profound way.

This isnt what my post is about. You are ruining post to exhaust me on debate that wandered off subject in calculated manner. I do not agree with your views at all.

You speak as authority about this and you are either wrong or protecting the communist deep state because you are part of it. It wasnt just soviet and it is global and rogue now.

Please stop writing me off as delusional and trolling me with a distracting tiring debate.

You are not helping. You are singling me out and attacking my credibility and placing demands on me no one else is expected to satisfy in their threads. You strike me as subversion at work playing coy. All i see is camoflauged trolling that makes me feel safer not posting at all. I feel interrogated.

You are not helping but rather undermining me pretending you want to help.

Stop dominating my thread discreetly. You said your peace and were heard. Enough.
 
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oopswronglife

Elementalist
Jun 27, 2019
870
Please stop writing me off as delusional and trolling me with a distracting tiring debate.

Nobody is writing you off. We have great empathy for your suffering. You are very ill and refuse to face it. There is nothing anyone can say to convince you because you say anyone saying so is part of it this delusion. I won't harangue you over and over. I will just implore you to seek out someone irl to help guide and sort you because whether you accept it or not right now your brain is playing games with you and you cannot depend on it for rationality. There is no deep state global conspiracy. You aren't being personally targeted and tracked and stalked etc. This is a textbook common delusion people with schizophrenia, which you have admitted to being diagnosed with and rejected, regularly have. Denying this just fuels it. It doesn't mean a cop hasn't treated you badly or that people aren't jerks etc. It doesn't mean everything you think is false. It means you cannot sort what is what. This isn't pro-life...harassment...invalidation. It's deep concern for a human life. I am begging you to seek out some help with this...please.
 
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Nobody is writing you off. We have great empathy for your suffering. You are very ill and refuse to face it. There is nothing anyone can say to convince you because you say anyone saying so is part of it this delusion. I won't harangue you over and over. I will just implore you to seek out someone irl to help guide and sort you because whether you accept it or not right now your brain is playing games with you and you cannot depend on it for rationality. There is no deep state global conspiracy. You aren't being personally targeted and tracked and stalked etc. This is a textbook common delusion people with schizophrenia, which you have admitted to being diagnosed with and rejected, regularly have. Denying this just fuels it. It doesn't mean a cop hasn't treated you badly or that people aren't jerks etc. It doesn't mean everything you think is false. It means you cannot sort what is what. This isn't pro-life...harassment...invalidation. It's deep concern for a human life. I am begging you to seek out some help with this...please.
I am being abused by the deep state just this morning and I am not imagining it. There is a deeply corrupt federal and local police state that violates our rights and abuses me very badly. Im sorry you dont believe but they are incredibly cruel and real. Not admitting they are there makes the problem worse. They are never held accountable if the public does not know and no one believes their victims.

I cannot force you to believe. Clearly you have never been targeted how I am. I am going to continue to speak out to make their presence, technology and practices known. The deep state practices sex offenses, bigotry, sadism, privacy violations, psychological and physical violence, films porn of us without our permission, terrorism and many other illegal cruel practices. You have not been targeted so you assume it is delusional.


These hidden industries and their crimes are in fact very real and out of control.
 
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ctbUniquectb

Pariah
Jan 7, 2020
489
I have been where you are.

(several times)

I still have The Bad Thoughts, but I control them instead of them controlling me. I want to be there for you, as does the entirety of Sanctioned Suicide. However, if you don't want to be there for yourself, by pushing us away and thinking we are your harassers, then hope is in fact lost.

Good luck with however you decide to play your cards. I hope you feel completely better and soon.

I am being abused by the deep state just this morning and I am not imagining it.
You might be being abused by The State, but that doesn't make them deep state operatives.
There is a deeply corrupt federal and local police state that violates our rights and abuses me very badly.
Read my post history, man. I fucking hate cops. But again: that doesn't make them deep state.
Im sorry you dont believe but they are incredibly cruel and real.
It's less disbelieving you, and more wanting you to suffer less.
Not admitting they are there makes the problem worse.
Admitting to things that do not exist is making your problems worse.
They are never held accountable if the public does not know and no one believes their victims.
Once more, you're just describing normal police forces.
I cannot force you to believe.
You could, with evidence, but there isn't any.
Clearly you have never been targeted how I am.
I have personally been fucked with many times. It's been over the course of decades. Sometimes, I had it coming, other times it was unjust. Sometimes, it was heavy fucking with and getting literally stalked for extended periods - this is what cops do - other times, it was just normal court paperwork type stuff.
I am going to continue to speak out to make their presence, technology and practices known.
The ACLU does this to normal State practices.
The deep state practices sex offenses, bigotry, sadism, privacy violations, psychological and physical violence, films porn of us without our permission, terrorism and many other illegal cruel practices.
Look, the overt state that you and I both acknowledge does enough horrible stuff that you don't even need to delve into that.
You have not been targeted so you assume it is delusional.
I can't speak for @oopswronglife but I'll emphasize: the screws have been turned on me, both for violations of criminal statute and for exercising civil liberties.
These hidden industries and their crimes are in fact very real and out of control.
Not in the way you describe. I already said, little of what you perceive is entirely false, but you're mildly mistaken.

You can feel better, but it's going to take work and help from professionals. That doesn't make you wrong. My psychologist and I constantly talk about how messed up the USA is, but he's kept me in the realm of evidence, and being able to discuss these sorts of things with the public. You know: make a sale, the way you want to.

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This is a cleaned up, brief version of a post I was going to make earlier, before @oopswronglife posted. I've decided to post it, after all.
This isnt what my post is about.
I responded to your mid thread points one by one.
You are ruining post to exhaust me on debate ...
I am not interested in debate. I am trying to be there for you.
... that wandered off subject in calculated manner.
This is not a derail, nor is anyone - least of all, me - undermining your opinion.
I do not agree with your views at all.
Which is your right, but I'm describing the structure of the society in a pretty evidence-based method. My views (as in, opinion-type stuff, even when backed with evidence) are way wackier than yours to most people.
You speak as authority about this ...
No. I'm presenting evidence for you to consider.

That said, I am sorry that authorities in your life have been bad to you. Teachers included.
... and you are either wrong ...
I might be. I have been wrong before and will doubtlessly mistake myself again.
... or protecting the communist deep state ...
Listen, this isn't fun to say: but that apparatus simply doesn't exist. There's no reason for it to.

The actual sick fucks running the show don't waste their resources intentionally.
... because you are part of it.
I'm retired.
It wasnt just soviet and it is global and rogue now.
That's factually false.
Please stop writing me off as delusional ...
I wouldn't respond to you, if I were writing you off. That said: you might not be delusional, but you are having a delusion.
... and trolling me with a distracting tiring debate.
I'm not trolling. You would be able to tell if I were trolling. Same for debating.
You are not helping.
This is how help looks.
You are singling me out ...
You put yourself out there. I did not single you out.
... and attacking my credibility
Calling you sick, while everyone here knows I'm very mentally ill, is not an attack on credibility.
... and placing demands on me no one else is expected to satisfy in their threads
I haven't placed any demands on you.
You strike me as subversion at work playing coy.
Because you want to see that.
All i see is camoflauged trolling that makes me feel safer not posting at all. I feel interrogated.
Because you want to see and feel that way.

Be honest with yourself. How effective an interrogation is this, when I'm at least partially stipulating most of your points?
You are not helping but rather undermining me pretending you want to help.
I don't undermine, or pretend.
Stop dominating my thread discreetly. You said your peace and were heard. Enough.
I'm doing nothing of the sort to the board's thread.
 
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Although I haven't done any in depth research, some videos are interesting.
An example :


Is there truth to this ?
I don't know - I would need to invest significant research time to find out.
But it's interesting....

However, I don't dwell on things like this, since I don't consider it very healthy to do so, unless you have an actual intention to take action.... And besides fear allows an enemy to gain further control....

@Responsibleresident
I don't know for certain what is taking place with your situation, and which parts of it are factual (that's often the case with long-distance discussions).
However, there may be more spiritual ways for you to combat your situation.
The more you "allow" the situation to anger you or get to you, the more you feed and strengthen the enemy.
An alternative strategy would be to return only love to those attacking you.
This could be very disarming to them, and might turn their attack back on them, although you would not be intentionally trying to achieve that, since then you wouldn't truly be practising the action of only returning love.
Please give some thought to this approach, since it might be more powerful than you realise.
Also, it will bring healing within yourself, which may also affect the outer circumstances....
Perhaps misfortune may come to your attackers, unless they also learn to act with love (which they eventually must anyhow, since they need to progress as spiritual beings, and they are building karma, which will hurt them).

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I have department of homeland security drones beating on me right now with loud facetious laps overhead pounding my house to terrorize and abuse me very badly.

I am sick of being abused and my abusers are not acknowledged. It is a crippling disservice to us victims. No one believes us and it is not help at all. It is cruelty.

I have gov cops trolling me to discredit and protect their terrorist buddies inside the police state. Not falling for it. It is subversion not sincerity. Suppression of victims. attacking victims credibility while posing as " caring". Cute scam cop.

This jet drone is flying over and over my house as noisy as possible to be a sadistic terrorist. No one believes it is real and that leaves me feeling suicidal. No one believes or helps. They arent believing the situation is real so they are just making the problem worse and more cruel. If they dont believe it is more merciful if they just left me alone.

This jet drone pilot terrorist brat is abusing me very facetiously and no one cares or believes me. That is what causes me to he suicidal.

So if you want to encourage death keep disbelieving. It is a free pass to murder and get away with it. Which is what the "special" princess belles of the deep state appear to enjoy.


Do you want to care and help? Actually start believing. Otherwise you are making the problem worse and a fraud egging on a death, not someone who wants to help. Bullshit.
My thread gets trolled worse than any other thread on this forum. It is my abusers on here running subversion playing a part.


I am being abused very badly by these deep state industries that hide behind national security and federal investigative powers. They abuse in ways you dont believe exist. Fine whatever. It just makes this situation more cruel towards me as a victim.

You are using communist technique of attacking my mental health to supress my complaint while posing as caring to camoflauge just how evil what your doing is.

If this is what you think is help then better you do not help and move on. I will find someone else here to talk with that actually believes me.


If you actually believe the deep state and its bigot brat families exist and abuse us- please respond. I can use support.


If you dont believe then please dont respond. You do more harm. Better you leave my thread. You are hurting me by discrediting my sanity instead of acknowledging me as a victim. Please leave. Ty.
 
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I have department of homeland security drones beating on me right now with loud facetious laps overhead pounding my house to terrorize and abuse me very badly.

I am sick of being abused and my abusers are not acknowledged. It is a crippling disservice to us victims. No one believes us and it is not help at all. It is cruelty.

I have gov cops trolling me to discredit and protect their terrorist buddies inside the police state. Not falling for it. It is subversion not sincerity. Suppression of victims. attacking victims credibility while posing as " caring". Cute scam cop.

This jet drone is flying over and over my house as noisy as possible to be a sadistic terrorist. No one believes it is real and that leaves me feeling suicidal. No one believes or helps. They arent believing the situation is real so they are just making the problem worse and more cruel. If they dont believe it is more merciful if they just left me alone.

This jet drone pilot terrorist brat is abusing me very facetiously and no one cares or believes me. That is what causes me to he suicidal.

So if you want to encourage death keep disbelieving. It is a free pass to murder and get away with it. Which is what the "special" princess belles of the deep state appear to enjoy.


Do you want to care and help? Actually start believing. Otherwise you are making the problem worse and a fraud egging on a death, not someone who wants to help. Bullshit.
My thread gets trolled worse than any other thread on this forum. It is my abusers on here running subversion playing a part.


I am being abused very badly by these deep state industries that hide behind national security and federal investigative powers. They abuse in ways you dont believe exist. Fine whatever. It just makes this situation more cruel towards me as a victim.

You are using communist technique of attacking my mental health to supress my complaint while posing as caring to camoflauge just how evil what your doing is.

If this is what you think is help then better you do not help and move on. I will find someone else here to talk with that actually believes me.


If you actually believe the deep state and its bigot brat families exist and abuse us- please respond. I can use support.


If you dont believe then please dont respond. You do more harm. Better you leave my thread. You are hurting me by discrediting my sanity instead of acknowledging me as a victim. Please leave. Ty.
Are there ways in which you can record some of the phenomena taking place ?
Or provide some photos, etc ?
It might give us a more accurate idea of what is taking place....
However, you should only do this if you wish to of course....
 
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Do you live near a military base, especially one where they're apt to practice with drones?

Most people are too lazy at their job to go out of their way to do something like that.

Your abusers are acknowledged. Except by USA and Israel, USA is considered the primary threat to world peace.

Humoring people is cruel.

That's what the police do. You don't even need to call them terrorists. Modern policing is a state crime.

You don't need to call it that either. Because that's why it is, ipso facto.

You're falling for misfiring neurons.

[citation needed]

There's no reason to be insulting.

The engine probably doesn't have much of a range of power, read: noise.

People at any job, but per the meme, especially state jobs, are just generally too fucking lazy for this to be the case.

As in, your neighbors don't see it? What do you mean?

As would many people under similar circumstances.

Several people on SS are blatantly trying to help.

Again, in real life, who does not believe you? Why do they not?

Yes, if and only if they are gaslighting you. Otherwise, they're trying to make the problem go away.

Same person as the police officer?

SS cares, and doesn't want you to be suicidal. But belief requires more than your assertion. We're trying to figure out what's up, to be better on your side.

That's not how this works.

My distaste of the State, especially the police/ military and intel communities, aside: these personnel experience significant oversight. It is not as easy to slip between the cracks as seen on TV.

Repeat after me: there is no deep state. That said, plenty of people in positions of power that exist LOVE getting away with shit, but it's not terribly common to pull it off.

Clearly.

Again: that is just not how this works. You don't get to tell me the sky is purple without bringing me something to back it up.

No, that's your unwillingness to help yourself.

How am I wrongfully deceiving you for personal gain?

Again: you are egging on your own death, and SS is trying to talk you down.

Where have I given any impression of desiring anything but your health?

I have seen next to zero trolling on SS, and none whatsoever on this thread.

Who are your abusers here? How do they even know you're here? How do they connect your online and IRL personalities

They don't. You're safe here, and probably in general.

You don't even have to invoke the feds, dude. Local cops will fuck you up just as badly.

I have been specifically not mentioning the day to day, banal, police tactics, techniques, tools and procedures that do exist, to keep you chill. I don't need to believe in phantasms.

The attempted alleviation of suffering is the antithesis of cruelty.

I am doing nothing of the sort, and like I said: Iraq Veteran with PTSD

Using that "tactic" which is ignored on the internet, would blow back onto me.

Why would I do that? What would my motivation be? How could that possibly benefit me, during my last couple of days alive?

What's my evil am I doing?

That's understandable, but ~80% of what you say, is pretty close to correct, when framed differently.

Multi billionaire families do not need a deep state. They "abuse" (extract labor value) from "us" (common working people) to maintain their position in society.

When in history have echo chambers helped anyone?

Have you spoken with a mental health professional, ever, or not? Doing so does not make you insane.

You are victimizing yourself, and will not see it without professional help.

Please feel better.
This does not help. Please stop trollling with micro scrutiny. I am not victimizing myself. You are hurting us as victims and not helping. Please stop.
 
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Are there ways in which you can record some of the phenomena taking place ?
Or provide some photos, etc ?
It might give us a more accurate idea of what is taking place....
However, you should only do this if you wish to of course....
I cannot afford such equipment. The drones are painted to appear as civilian jets but are in fact recon drones used by federal government. A photo would not be much proof. You will think it is a normal jet. I cannot afford recording equipment. These deep state industries have million dollar equipment the public is not privy to. Catching them is hard because when I report them they abuse surveillance to know in advance. This gives the offender a tactical advantage over us victims. They spy on our emails to Congress.
 
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I cannot afford such equipment. The drones are painted to appear as civilian jets but are in fact recon drones used by federal government. A photo would not be much proof. You will think it is a normal jet. I cannot afford recording equipment. These deep state industries have million dollar equipment the public is not privy to. Catching them is hard because when I report them they abuse surveillance to know in advance. This gives the offender a tactical advantage over us victims. They spy on our emails to Congress.
Okay, but how about when they add their voices to your videos / music, or play the fake commercials ?
Could you show us some recordings of those ? eg you could video record a couple of examples on your phone, and upload to a file sharing website, etc.
Obviously if you'd prefer not to from a privacy view then I understand....
 
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Okay, but how about when they add their voices to your videos / music, or play the fake commercials ?
Could you show us some recordings of those ? eg you could video record a couple of examples on your phone, and upload to a file sharing website, etc.
Obviously if you'd prefer not to from a privacy view then I understand....
I do not know how.
 
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I do not know how.
Well, you can look up on youtube how to record a video on your phone. You might need to state whether you're on android or iphone when searching.

I hope you can appreciate that it makes it more difficult to assess what is going on if we can't see or hear it ourselves.

However, I still feel that perhaps the solution might be the one I suggested earlier.

Love is a far greater power than the attempted use of any force.
Their attacks will eventually be forced to crumble if you use your own inner power to hold a state of love.
Even if their use of force causes your body to die, they won't have won anything, because we are spiritual beings, and you won't lose anything through the death of your body, whereas they are meanwhile worsening their spiritual state by not practising love, so you will still end up the victor....

So I suggest holding a state of unconditional love towards your attackers.
I believe this will bring healing to the situation....

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