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darkcirclesunder
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- Sep 8, 2022
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Its the worst because its knowing that once true love is over, you can never experience it again. Im sorry, but i dont believe love past the age of 25 is true love. Its based off of purely transactional forms of status such as having a degree and owning a home and having children. Yes, while your wife may love her life she created with you, she may not ultimately love you, just the life you gave her. I think true love is only in your teen years and early 20s, but even that love is very fickle and fleeting. But especially me, some one who hasnt even gone to college, has no passions, and never developed in that standard american way (sex in highschool, college, and then settling down at 26 and having a degree) i just know i missed that boat in life. That boat is in the indian ocean and im in the alaskan pacific ocean. Those people who will experience love have already experienced it their whole lives. Theoretically, if i worked really hard these next 3 years i might have a shot at this transactional love that is ultimately just raising a family, and i dont want a family with the way society is going, houses will be 20 million dollars in the next decade or so, how will i keep up with that?
Its also a form of embarrassment, knowing because you had a trash life with trash parents, poverty, and you were neglected and thrown in the trash, you were cut off from love.
Its also a form of embarrassment, knowing because you had a trash life with trash parents, poverty, and you were neglected and thrown in the trash, you were cut off from love.