kms lol

[miu]

i chose to stay at home today and do my homework there instead (my teachers are aware of my situation and i'm allowed to be absent), and when i explained it to my mother the FIRST thing she does is to lecture me about my absence and preach about how i should be thankful about having an education while others cannot - do you realize how stupid you sound right now? don't make me feel guilty about having my OWN problems. she's been lecturing me about this thing over and over, and i'm tired of it all. she'll never understand how shitty it makes me feel. she'll never understand what she's done to me.

i can't do this anymore. i'm tired of fighting. i'm doing the night-night method today. i hope she suffers from this for the rest of her life. the pain she will go through will only be a mere fraction of what she has put me through.

 

[imissmykitten]

parents can be so overwhelming, sorry it's happening to you. i think a lot of parents struggle with understanding their children issues, and it sucks so many of them only ever argue and undermine what really matters.

 

[FuneralCry]

People like that who expect one to be grateful really are so annoying, as after all we were so cruelly forced into this world in the first place due to the selfish actions of other people, why should anyone have to feel grateful as it isn't like we asked for any of this. But anyway it's very much understandable feeling so tired of it all, I wish you the best.

 

[SilentSadness]

You are not obliged to be grateful to your mother, and it is understandable to be frustrated at delusional people with no care at all for others. The education system is terrible anyway so it doesn't even work in this case. I hope that you find peace in your situation.

 

[Valky]

I feel your pain, I struggled with this too but your mother is also right somewhere. I had the exact same problem but with professionals pushing me when I was already on the edge. In hindsight, they weren't completely wrong and ultimately they just want the best for us, even if that is hard to see.

I also know that this makes one very angry and misunderstood but what you said sounds like a very impulsive decision. You are still so young, these problems will disappear and not matter anymore in a few years.