I found the risperidone made me more suicidal. It was the first medication I took so I can't recall the mg. But I also think I'm sensitive to meds because the olanzapine had me sleeping for 15-20hrs, so it probably won't be that bad for you (unless you're sensitive too of course).
(not useful info. Just a rant, feel free to ignore)
Damn doc
"you're not waiting it out" there's waiting out mild pain, then there's suicidal thoughts, stomach pain that had me doubled over for hours and sleeping all day (all different meds), you don't wait that out. Also yeah, wait out suicidal thoughts, what's the worse that can happen lol