• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
CicadaShell

CicadaShell

Member
Apr 26, 2023
11
Hi, I'm here because I have a plan to cbt after I graduate college to prove to myself and others that I was capable of doing hard things. Maybe I won't even make it to graduation but that's my goal.
Not sure what else to put here but I wanted to make a post I guess :p
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: outrider567, Red Desert and Dead Meat
NotRocketScience

NotRocketScience

Member
Apr 21, 2023
10
You seem to be motivated and determined to say the least. I'm sure that you'll make it!

What's your major?
 
PreCambrianBliss

PreCambrianBliss

Touring the primordial aeon
Apr 26, 2023
89
I obviously don't understand the circumstances you're in so take this with a grain of salt, but is ctb really better than just forgetting about everyone who thought you weren't capable? What good is "proving a point" if you aren't around afterwards to reap the benefits? It's like if someone offers you $5 to burn $100. Sure you can prove yourself and win the bet, but... why?
 
CicadaShell

CicadaShell

Member
Apr 26, 2023
11
You seem to be motivated and determined to say the least. I'm sure that you'll make it!

What's your major?
Thank you, I just worry I won't make it because I've never committed to anything for very long
:(
I'm currently majoring in psychology, I might switch to sociology though
I obviously don't understand the circumstances you're in so take this with a grain of salt, but is ctb really better than just forgetting about everyone who thought you weren't capable? What good is "proving a point" if you aren't around afterwards to reap the benefits? It's like if someone offers you $5 to burn $100. Sure you can prove yourself and win the bet, but...
There is more to it than proving a point, sorry for not really giving all the context but I'm kind of waiting to do it after graduation instead of now. Proving I can do something is more like a bonus I guess
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: NotRocketScience
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,830
I wish you the best with your plans.
 
  • Love
Reactions: CicadaShell

Similar threads

ellisdisappeared
Replies
10
Views
254
Suicide Discussion
absolute failure
absolute failure
dollofyarn
Replies
0
Views
88
Suicide Discussion
dollofyarn
dollofyarn
aRose
Replies
7
Views
150
Suicide Discussion
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
whatisame10
Replies
5
Views
201
Suicide Discussion
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
H
Replies
2
Views
51
Suicide Discussion
spacealiens
S