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fficiallyjawshh
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- Sep 14, 2019
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I'm not a drinker . Never have been, never intended to be tbh . I drink socially of course or with friends . And I've always had this unspoken pride with myself because I've never drank when I was sad . But here I am . On my second bottle . Drinking while I'm sad . I guess part of me is trying to understand why people do it . Does it make them feel better ? Does it temporarily numb whatever pain they're experiencing ? I'm quite tipsy, probably soon to be drunk if I'm being honest . I don't know why I'm making this post tbh . To let everyone know how ashamed and quite frankly embarrassed I am that I've reached this point :/ It's pretty pathetic and a new low for me .