Kicking The Can

[Ligottian]

Does anyone else fear they will just keep delaying CTB until we die of some horrible accident , "natural cause", or old age? With nothing have gotten better in the meantime.

 

[MyShadow]

I have procrastinated with putting together the pieces of my method and don't really know the exact reason.

Fear? I don't fear death but fear failing at my attempt and making my situation worse.

Uncertainty? See above.

Hope? Things are not getting better but I still have an occasional "good day" and that stokes the hope that things might get
better. But the reality is that society is imploding, the situation in the US is falling apart and I am facing old age without any
support or family.

The one thing that I do know is that I spend WAY too much time on this forum trying to sort it all out and end up just spinning
my wheels.

 

[dudebl]

I have procrastinated with putting together the pieces of my method and don't really know the exact reason.

Fear? I don't fear death but fear failing at my attempt and making my situation worse.

Uncertainty? See above.

Hope? Things are not getting better but I still have an occasional "good day" and that stokes the hope that things might get
better. But the reality is that society is imploding, the situation in the US is falling apart and I am facing old age without any
support or family.

The one thing that I do know is that I spend WAY too much time on this forum trying to sort it all out and end up just spinning
my wheels.

Same, exactly me.