Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
So, I would like to jus say. I'm harm reduction based.
This is the first time I'm posting in the offtopic section?? I think.
I'm drunkish? Beer coolers and selzerts.
I am like sorta drunk. Kinda loud? But i am who I am.
I am being needy(what I deem) but tbh I am working on things. Like heavily. It's weird for me...
By reaching out and saying things it's.... a vulnerable experience....
To be yourself is vulnerable.
To not be received well. But...
I have chosen people rn... I have let go of people I am moving on... in a way.
Bejng able to be high or above is helpful. Knowing that. I smoke weed. I'm a stoner. It helps me so much help for me.
So shrooms/LSD/MDMA/ketamine. I've tried shrooms/Ketamine/MDMA.
Luv em. MDMA saved me last year. Shrooms feel nice and are almost legalized here. Ketamine was nice that one time...
I know what I need etc etc.
Right now I am talking to my supports.
Sometimes when we try.... it's just that. Effort. It's not a fault.
I'll write more but I've been talk for the last 3 hours.
But also im an anxious person(so gimme praise and comfort bc when I talk or do anything that says who I am(like singing)
I feel like such a weirdo...
I try not to but here i am... complex mental health human being
This is the first time I'm posting in the offtopic section?? I think.
I'm drunkish? Beer coolers and selzerts.
I am like sorta drunk. Kinda loud? But i am who I am.
I am being needy(what I deem) but tbh I am working on things. Like heavily. It's weird for me...
By reaching out and saying things it's.... a vulnerable experience....
To be yourself is vulnerable.
To not be received well. But...
I have chosen people rn... I have let go of people I am moving on... in a way.
Bejng able to be high or above is helpful. Knowing that. I smoke weed. I'm a stoner. It helps me so much help for me.
So shrooms/LSD/MDMA/ketamine. I've tried shrooms/Ketamine/MDMA.
Luv em. MDMA saved me last year. Shrooms feel nice and are almost legalized here. Ketamine was nice that one time...
I know what I need etc etc.
Right now I am talking to my supports.
Sometimes when we try.... it's just that. Effort. It's not a fault.
I'll write more but I've been talk for the last 3 hours.
But also im an anxious person(so gimme praise and comfort bc when I talk or do anything that says who I am(like singing)
I feel like such a weirdo...
I try not to but here i am... complex mental health human being
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