I just want to fucking die. I fucking hate SI. I hate that I have tried over and over; have even come close; and yet am still here. I wish I lived somewhere more remote where I could just go out to a field and hang myself but I live in a stupid city. Honestly at this point I'm considering jumping again even though I have no guarantee though nothing really has one does it? Our body can somehow survive a lot. Knowing my luck I'd fucking break every bone and survive the fall. I just don't understand why I, someone who has nothing meaningful to contribute this world is still alive, when people like my dad die unexpectedly and without any reason. Life is fucking unfair. I don't need to be here so why am I forced to keep living. FUCK.
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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand, I just wish to be gone as well, I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence and I see so much cruelty in how there isn't the option to just simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
without access to any Firearms and hearing the stories of SN users … hanging seems like the best option but i Can't even do that!!! stupid fucking city you're Lucky if you find a tree here somewhere . id get caught before even hanging
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