Venting Just wish there was an off switch!

[timechained]

I know I don't want to live, I know I want to die; just wish there was an off switch. I am so glad to have found sanctioned suicide - a place of peace for the mind.

I have tried a lot of methods to no success, I have been hospitalised 3 times in the past year, and I am really just tired of people not understanding that LIVING IS THE PROBLEM.

I don't need to be told I am depressed, I already know I am BEACUSE I AM ALIVE AND I DONT WANT TO BE!

My worst suicide experience was amyl + isobutyl nitrite, definitely don't recommend it, my stomach literally burned for days and just breathing air made me want to puke copiously.

I am soo tired of living, I just want to die now, but I have no where close enough to practice full hang and SN is impossible to get. I have now settled on exit bag - seems peaceful.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as I just want to be gone as well, for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence, I also feel so tired of it all and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the peace you search for.

 

[Sunset Limited]

An off switch would set us all free.

 

[Poiter1987]

It shouldn't be this hard.

 

[Forveleth]

IYKYK