Venting Just Want To Be Alone Forever

[vanillamilkshakes]

I just can't with people anymore. No matter how hard I try, there is such a significant distance between me and them. I feel like I've lost all my social skills; I think that everyone else knows something I don't, and I feel abnormal. The only way I can stay alive is to be alone forever, which is irrational, even if you're an introvert. At one point or another, it seems like that loneliness catches up with you. I feel so alone.

 

[unluckysadness]

I'm isolated too. No partner, no friends, no coworkers, living alone, silly neighbours, just a cat. I just feel like an alien watching people do normal things, and it's so painful. Most people will say to me : "so what ? Go out ! See people ! Interact !" But I can't. Trapped in isolation. Sometimes I want to give my brain to science after my death because it's fucking sick since my birth. Overthinking is pure hell. Difficult to say with words, but feeling like an alien but with a human appearance.
I wish you peace wathever you decide

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I'm isolated too. No partner, no friends, no coworkers, living alone, silly neighbours, just a cat. I just feel like an alien watching people do normal things, and it's so painful. Most people will say to me : "so what ? Go out ! See people ! Interact !" But I can't. Trapped in isolation. Sometimes I want to give my brain to science after my death because it's fucking sick since my birth. Overthinking is pure hell. Difficult to say with words, but feeling like an alien but with a human appearance.
I wish you peace wathever you decide

I relate heavily, and thank you for your kind words. When I'm alone, I begin to get slightly hopeless and seem to dream that my social skills are, in fact, not awful. It's a pretty painful reminder whenever I do attempt to interact with others; it's so frustrating.