crea_the_hopeless

crea_the_hopeless

Ugly queen
Feb 26, 2019
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So I just took 400mg of Tagamet not too long ago. I didn't necessarily plan to leave today but I feel what a better time than right now? I've already taken my meto and pain meds. Honestly I'm tired. I have no hope that things will change or even stay changed. Life is nothing but an endless cycle of ups and downs. Ebbs and flows. And it doesn't get easier at least not in my opinion. I'm nervous about taking the SN. I've already prepared it. I would be lying if I said I'm not having apprehension. But of course that's SI for you. I'll update on my next move.

EDIT:Gonna take 400 more mg. Kinda worried it may not be enough.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
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I wish you all the best. Rest well if you go through with it
 
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jgm63

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Well, I hope you are able to reach the right decision for you, whatever that is..... :heart:

If you want to discuss anything or if we can help out in some way, then let us know.....
 
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Sending light and love for whatever journey you choose.
 
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Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
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Sorry you want to go I hope you have talked to trusted friends and family about your problems, it would be normal to experience apprehension, we all write these goodbye messages but when our day arrives we know we will be shitting ourselves.

I hope you find peace.:heart:

Cheers

Geo
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
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SI probably is the only reason most of us r still here.. Sorry to see u go ... I will pray for you my friend. Hope u find peace u looking for...
 
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itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
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I wish you well on your journey whichever path you should travel. Hoping that you find peace and clarity.
 

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