I need peace
The past is never dead, it's not even past.
- Mar 28, 2022
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So, my SN has finally arrived, it's 95% purity but I guess that'll do, also bought bromopride (which is like a latin generic for the meto), got my benzos always in hand, as far as I'm concerned the stuff for ctb is ready.
Now I have to start tying up loose ends, cleaning off social media, my personal items, and that stuff
Problem is idk if I'm gonna do it just yet, but I'm worried to do it on impulse someday and not having left what I planned (notes, fixing up my messed house, making the last plans on my bucket list etc)
I want it to be better planned, but I'm an impulsive chaotic person and now that I have everything I could totally do it by any time
I don't even know what I'm saying, I just needed to vent
To resume: I have everything for ctb, but want to make plans first and am afraid of ctb before because I'm impulsive
Now I have to start tying up loose ends, cleaning off social media, my personal items, and that stuff
Problem is idk if I'm gonna do it just yet, but I'm worried to do it on impulse someday and not having left what I planned (notes, fixing up my messed house, making the last plans on my bucket list etc)
I want it to be better planned, but I'm an impulsive chaotic person and now that I have everything I could totally do it by any time
I don't even know what I'm saying, I just needed to vent
To resume: I have everything for ctb, but want to make plans first and am afraid of ctb before because I'm impulsive