Just stuck and it's getting worse

[Treeline589]

I've had suicidal thoughts for many years. It just seems like now they are worse. I've never wanted to die as bad as I do now. I took the last two days off work hoping that I could find someway to CTB. Yet I am still here. I struggle with how hard it is to CTB as many on here have mentioned. I just want a peaceful, sure method. It would be great if I could just pass away in my sleep.

I guess at this point I have a fear of what if I can't CTB? What then? I can't live like this for much longer

 

[justtiredofit]

I'm sorry you're at this point. Wish I could give you an answer that could help or at least bring comfort.

 

[FuneralCry]

I am the same, I just wish it was easier to leave this world. I am tired of being trapped in this miserable existence. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, it is cruel how we are denied this. I'm sorry you are suffering so much, I know that it can be dreadful when things just get worse. I wish you the best.

 

[Luchi]

I understand that feeling a lot, it's scary to have to live, unsure if there's really a way out. I hope you find some sort of peace. No person should have to feel like that.

 

[missingpeace]

Keep trying till you succeed, you will eventually work up the courage to try the methods. That's what's happening to me.

 

[eashanm]

I can't live like this for much longer

I'm the same. Can't drag on. Hopefully, will get access to N soon