Venting Just struggling a bit

[Leonszabs]

I haven't been active on here for a bit, but I wanted to come back and vent. I am literally so fucking TIRED of this year already; I want it to end. I had to drop out of my biology class because I had a mental breakdown and started going crazy because I had so much fucking work the first week, besides from my other classes. I also had a young adult crisis where I don't know what I want to do, how to get a job, where to go to school, etc. I think I am going to transfer to another college because I am so TIRED of this goddamn school. I need a job, but nobody is accepting me! I have no money, and I am going crazy. The money that I do have is going towards necessities and I honestly am trying to save up to go on vacation solo because if I don't do it, I fear I might actually bite the bullet. I am so tired...my sleep schedule is so fucking bad, and I feel like I am running out of time every day. I get so mad at myself because I know I need to do better, yet I don't. I ended the year 2025 knowing my dog's cancer spread to her lungs and sometimes I randomly think about that. I am hoping everything gets better.

 

[whywere]

1st off my heart breaks for your dog. Darn it, that aspect alone made me cry, as I LOVE pets.

2nd, I know the trials of getting through college, I went at 24 and it was a tough and yes, I had to drop classes, BUT I kept plugging along, as I was NOT going to let any college or professor or anyone keep me down and I wish the very same for you.

It takes some time, BUT education in itself made me better, as smarter, heavens no! but it made me think and see the world in a different light.

Please try and not be so hard on yourself, as I 100% believe in you and your abilities and one step at a time.

I hope that your vey can help your dog get cancer free, as I had gall bladder cancer and know the hell of it, I am praying for your dog.

Hugs to you and your dog and I will have you and your dog in my heart and prayers.

Walter

 

[Leonszabs]

1st off my heart breaks for your dog. Darn it, that aspect alone made me cry, as I LOVE pets.

2nd, I know the trials of getting through college, I went at 24 and it was a tough and yes, I had to drop classes, BUT I kept plugging along, as I was NOT going to let any college or professor or anyone keep me down and I wish the very same for you.

It takes some time, BUT education in itself made me better, as smarter, heavens no! but it made me think and see the world in a different light.

Please try and not be so hard on yourself, as I 100% believe in you and your abilities and one step at a time.

I hope that your vey can help your dog get cancer free, as I had gall bladder cancer and know the hell of it, I am praying for your dog.

Hugs to you and your dog and I will have you and your dog in my heart and prayers.

Walter

Hey, it is nice to see you again!! I appreciate your kind words. I am currently studying zoology, but I want to transfer to a close college nearby and switch my major to marine biology! I love animals a lot. My dog, Sugar, is a fighter; she has had cancer for almost three years and she is so strong. She turns ten this year, which is so crazy to me. I love dogs so much

 

[whywere]

Hey, it is nice to see you again!! I appreciate your kind words. I am currently studying zoology, but I want to transfer to a close college nearby and switch my major to marine biology! I love animals a lot. My dog, Sugar, is a fighter; she has had cancer for almost three years and she is so strong. She turns ten this year, which is so crazy to me. I love dogs so much

I will have Sugar in my thoughts, heart and prayers, sounds like a wonderful dog.

WOW! Marine biology! That sounds so VERY interesting. If I was a lot younger, that is a field that interests me, as I love the ocean and I would have, too old now for certification, learn to scuba dive.

You ARE an intelligent and good-hearted soul and the world IS your oyster, to go out and get.

Walter