Hope you find someone.
If it makes you feel better, I have developed a gambling addiction, used lots of money to buy lots of tickets and I've only won 1,2€. At least you don't have a gambling addiction. And if that £100 helps you find someone, then it's a small price to pay imo. Of course if you don't have much money and it won't help you it's a different story, but let's hope it will help you.