Just some sips

[Blahhh]

So I did delete my previous thread. But I am still here.
My phone is still here too. I can call 112 if I want to
So I just wanted to reopen this thread. Cos I deleted the last one.
I just wanted to open it again:) I wont delete it this time :)
I had some "sips" of SN and panicked. I am all good!!
It is salty by the way of course. But I think I can handle it. But, NOT when drunk!
Sorry about this ramble again. Tipped my fingers to it and swallowed. Ugh, that made me panick so much.
Salty damn powder

 

[HappiestAngel]

I can chat if you're still here. Some people don't like spending their final moments alone and you posting this might mean you're a part of that group.

 

[jacarandash]

if you are still here, i hope you are doing well. if not, i hope you have found peace

 

[Blahhh]

Thanks!
I am still here. I just dipped my fingers to it and swallowed only small amounts.
It made me panick however, so I posted here.
I am fine!

 

[AnxietyHangover]

Are you aware of the fact that you still might die even from the "sips" of SN?

 

[Blahhh]

I am indeed. That is why I considered calling emergency number. But I am fine now.
Don't be stupid like me! Don't take "sips" ! Be NOT stupid like me!

 

[MyLifeisHell]

There used to be a warning stickied not to experiment with SN; I wonder why it was removed.

 

[Blahhh]

Indeed there was. But I was drunk. I had drank so much.
SN was there next to my keyboard and I was drunk. So...
Again: do NOT be dumb like I am

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that in whatever the outcome you don't suffer too much, best wishes.

 

[Blahhh]

Thanks!
I am still here! I needed alcohol for those "sips"
It made it easier. That damned drink. But sober, I couldn't do it.
Thanks to you, all friendly people!:)

 

[Dubito]

Thanks!
I am still here! I needed alcohol for those "sips"
It made it easier. That damned drink. But sober, I couldn't do it.
Thanks to you, all friendly people!:)

Have you had any symptoms?

 

[Blahhh]

Have you had any symptoms?

I felt like losing consciousness, but for only momentary. However, I was super drunk, so don't take my word for it

 

[bigdog]

My biggest fear is to take a sip and call for help

 

[Blahhh]

My biggest fear is to take a sip and call for help

I already took my winter jacket and wore it. I was gonna go outside to call ambulance.
Well, then I passed out inside while wearing that jacket. But yeah SI is a thing indeed. It is natural ofc, but... I dunno. That is why I needed alcohol. Still; I am here now

 

[bigdog]

I already took my winter jacket and wore it. I was gonna go outside to call ambulance.
Well, then I passed out inside while wearing that jacket. But yeah SI is a thing indeed. It is natural ofc, but... I dunno. That is why I needed alcohol. Still; I am here now

So did you suffer before passing out?

 

[Blahhh]

No suffer. I think this is the way because there was no suffer
* I passed out due to alcohol by the way. So not SN