symphony
surving hour-by-hour
- Mar 12, 2022
- 779
Hey y'all,
Probably like literally 2 people on this site will recognize my username, but for a decent while I was active here everyday and spent soooo much time thinking over methods and then I just... stopped? And like, I am still seriously mentally ill and in a lot of distress and suuuuuuuuper want to be dead so I don't know what changed. It just all feels like too much work.
But as a byproduct of that, I stopped posting here, stopped reading threads, stopped engaging in this community where I had for a short time felt super supported. I logged back in for the first time a few days ago (after thinking about coming back for a bit and not acting on it). So I'm just saying hi, hey, here I am.
Just saying hey (again). How are y'all doing?
Probably like literally 2 people on this site will recognize my username, but for a decent while I was active here everyday and spent soooo much time thinking over methods and then I just... stopped? And like, I am still seriously mentally ill and in a lot of distress and suuuuuuuuper want to be dead so I don't know what changed. It just all feels like too much work.
But as a byproduct of that, I stopped posting here, stopped reading threads, stopped engaging in this community where I had for a short time felt super supported. I logged back in for the first time a few days ago (after thinking about coming back for a bit and not acting on it). So I'm just saying hi, hey, here I am.
Just saying hey (again). How are y'all doing?