Just recently bought a gun

[TheYounger]

Bought a gun a couple of days ago just waiting for the background check to go through. I think this may be my final method. It'll be quick and painless. I'm truly done with my misery. Every day I'm lonely and I honestly don't see a bright future. Who knows maybe death isn't so bad. Just like crossing a small bridge or something. I want my pain to end. And I'm sorry to my family for having to deal with this. This isn't a goodbye post but I may do one soon.

I haven't yet chosen a date for myself to ctb. But hopefully my last days will somewhat be pleasant. I at least wish to pay off the debts I'm in. Anyways... That's all.

 

[AnestheticVoid]

Like financial debt?

 

[TheYounger]

Like financial debt?

Yeah, financial. Couple thousand dollars in debt currently.

 

[Enoughnow]

You don't happen to live in the uk do u I would love to be able to get hold of a gun but its so hard here

 

[Huntfish34]

Gun is my method as well,. I wish you Nothing but the best in whatever may happen.

 

[TheYounger]

You don't happen to live in the uk do u I would love to be able to get hold of a gun but its so hard here

No, unfortunately I don't.

 

[fay13]

i wish i had a gun

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that it has come to this. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. I understand that it can be awful when everything is hopeless. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[FogFilledLife]

Don't make things worse. Don't have one plan, combine them. Better to do more than needed than not enough.

 

[NobodyEverywhere]

Don't make things worse. Don't have one plan, combine them. Better to do more than needed than not enough.

Never even thought of this. Take SN then do another method that might not work as well but won't affect SN like cutting. How would SN + carbon monoxide in a tent with a grill or a generator work? I assume this is ultimate overkill tho

 

[y'ffre]

I envy you wish I had a gun too.

 

[FogFilledLife]

Never even thought of this. Take SN then do another method that might not work as well but won't affect SN like cutting. How would SN + carbon monoxide in a tent with a grill or a generator work? I assume this is ultimate overkill tho

Personally would shoot myself in the head while hanging over a bridge.

The monoxide wouldn't be worth the risk of drawing attention IMO. Perhaps take SN with a rope tied around your neck, even if the rope doesn't do anything it could at least potentially throw off responders.

 

[Linda]

If you intend to ctb with a gun, make sure you plan it carefully. The last thng you want is to injure yourself badly but survive. You must get it right first time.

 

[macrocosm]

If you intend to ctb with a gun, make sure you plan it carefully. The last thng you want is to injure yourself badly but survive. You must get it right first time.

Just point at the temple firm grip

 

[BrutalWorldNot4me]

as others have said be careful. You don't wanna end up a vegetable. I believe caliber and area of bullet affect chance of death.

 

[macrocosm]

Bought a gun a couple of days ago just waiting for the background check to go through. I think this may be my final method. It'll be quick and painless. I'm truly done with my misery. Every day I'm lonely and I honestly don't see a bright future. Who knows maybe death isn't so bad. Just like crossing a small bridge or something. I want my pain to end. And I'm sorry to my family for having to deal with this. This isn't a goodbye post but I may do one soon.

I haven't yet chosen a date for myself to ctb. But hopefully my last days will somewhat be pleasant. I at least wish to pay off the debts I'm in. Anyways... That's all.

I have 4 guns. That's my endgame plan for sure. Don't worry about your credit card debts. It's very noble of you to consider that, but I don't think it's important in this situation.

is this purely from feelings of loneliness?

 

[Letgo]

I wish I had a gun. It would bring so much peace knowing I have it. Tried to get one but did not work out.

 

[that smell]

What kind of gun?