I used to but somehow I've burned out on everything but alcohol. Feeling something seize control of my nervous system freaks me out even when it's pleasurable. Still a dxm addict because I think about it every day lol but I only use it a few times a year.
@Raven Moon
Its not the same but it works on similar receptors so I can relate with alcohol. Withdrawals are so bad but they somehow don't stop me. It's also a bpd thing for me I think because I need to have one substance I can reliably put in my system at any given time. Doesn't matter so much what it is. Glad you have the strength to resist though
, I think the longest I've gone without a drink in years is like 3 weeks lol.