just realized how fucking lonely iam

[itsyaboimio]

all my friends have other friends, and iam their only second choice, all of them. Often I don't have a place to run to because, all of them are together with their own friends. Everyone is also constantly ignoring me, i dont belong anywhere. I kinda wish i was never born if it's going to turn like this. What was the point of continuing a shitty live like this

 

[carac]

Maybe you need some new friends that you connect with better or maybe it's just you (I mean that in the nicest way) I'm not very dominant myself so I often get overlooked when it comes to friends but generally I don't mind so much as I like my own company.

 

[strawberrynymph]

I agree. What's the point of being born if I was only made to suffer. I thinks it's a nice think you enjoy your own company though

 

[saddestbunny]

i feel u, i meet a lot of people but i feel like it's maybe impossible to connect with people on the deepest fundamental level that i crave

 

[dyingslowly]

all my friends have other friends, and iam their only second choice, all of them. Often I don't have a place to run to because, all of them are together with their own friends. Everyone is also constantly ignoring me, i dont belong anywhere. I kinda wish i was never born if it's going to turn like this. What was the point of continuing a shitty live like this

Same here, been second or third choice for a couple of decades. No friends just pure alone now, accepted it, grew out of it. Long term I think I might need to kill myself at 40s.

 

[020x]

20 years. had many friends as a kid with great memories but it went down each year to eventually me being alone, just me and my family. luckily i don't feel loneliness, as i believe we are here at home, whether or not others want you or not.

 

[Haruka]

I'm the same. I went through school hanging around with the lunch ladies during lunchtimes and occasionally girls would let me hang with them, but it wasn't often. Otherwise, I'd spend lunchtime alone. I'm 20 now and I still don't have any friends. I'm extremely lonely but I love my own company, so I understand where you're coming from. If you need somebody to talk to, please DM me :)

 

[SplitInfrastructure]

Honestly I have found someone who puts me before anyone as much as I do her, it was hard. One of our mutuals had an obsession over this, she kept gathering people around her and was throwing baby tantrums over someone choosing someone else over her, we've been through a lot and are now living together, even though we met over the internet.
keep searching, your time isnt being thrown out for nothing love

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand that loneliness is painful for so many who exist here, I don't believe that other people can be relied on in this cruel world. But I do find it dreadful how people suffer so much all through no fault of their own, I wish you the best.

 

[Unattainable666]

I have found that you can be in a room full of people and be lonely or you can be by yourself and be lonely. You can be young or old and be lonely. Loneliness can and will kill you. It has been proven. I understand how you feel and I am sorry you feel this way. It's a terrible feeling. The world we live in is made up of selfish, self-centered assholes who care nothing of anyone but themselves. It will not get any better. I'm sorry the news is not any better. But this is the reality.
I have found that you can be in a room full of people and be lonely or you can be by yourself and be lonely. You can be young or old and be lonely. Loneliness can and will kill you. It has been proven. I understand how you feel and I am sorry you feel this way. It's a terrible feeling. The world we live in is made up of selfish, self-centered assholes who care nothing of anyone but themselves. It will not get any better. I'm sorry the news is not any better. But this is the reality.

 

[jazzcat]

I'm sorry you're feeling this way, I can relate, I'm no one's favorite person

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

Well my friend you are among your people here. Everyone here is fucked up and we know it.