just ordered sn.

[lexiahhs]

I have it under my name and have delivery directions to leave at the side of my porch. I hope no one else takes the package before me so my parents dont go through the package. i am looking forward to my ctb date, my package should arrive next monday or tuesday. i think i might wait a couple days after i get it, or use it that night im not sure. but it would be comforting for me to know i already have the sn in hand.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do think that for many, it can be such a relief having an option of a way to leave this world, knowing that they are not trapped here. I wish you relief from suffering.