Well after reading many posts on the subject I've placed my order for SN. Hope to ctb in the next month or so. Since December of last year my life has been falling apart and I can't take it anymore. I've lost my relationship, my home, my job of 18 years and my family wants nothing to do with me. I have nothing left and at 42 years old it's too late for me to start over. I don't have it in me at this point. I'm sorry it's come to this. If anyone is interested in my story drop me a pm.
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 10,791
Sorry for everything you are going through. I wish you success on getting your sn. At least if you change your mind, you will still have it. If life would happen to get better, I would still hold onto it.
This is what I am doing. Got my SN and now it seems to have given me the courage to do some weird stuff I normally wouldnt do. If my gambles dont pan out, who cares, I have a way out.
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 10,791
Me too. I don't know how I've stuck it out this long. If my parents weren't around, I'm pretty sure I would be gone.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 45,024
It really is such a cruel and horrible life and I know that it can be hard to carry on when everything feels so hopeless. I can imagine that it must be a relief having the option of SN. I hope that you find what you are looking for.
Judy Garland
HoHum
- Mar 23, 2022
- 825
I lost everything too. I'm 38 and the future looks very grim if I stay. I'm all alone in this apartment and dealing with a lot of living issues as well. I need to get rid of the fear of consciousness in order to take my SN.
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