voool
Experienced
- Sep 18, 2018
- 261
I can't take this anymore. Not even the ketamine can help, it only helps for an hour. My life is hell. I have no future and my peers are graduating from college this year. I have failed and destroyed my health in doing so. I just want to leave. I know it will bring stigma to my family but it's too much for me.
I ordered the amitriptyline off indiamart but I still need the metoclopramide. I'll get that off Ebay. I have to do this all with po boxs which makes everything even harder. I'm done.
I want to lay down after a few drinks, dose the amitriptyline, take the benzos then sit there with my last thoughts.
I ordered the amitriptyline off indiamart but I still need the metoclopramide. I'll get that off Ebay. I have to do this all with po boxs which makes everything even harder. I'm done.
I want to lay down after a few drinks, dose the amitriptyline, take the benzos then sit there with my last thoughts.