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Tats31
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- Oct 19, 2019
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just a quick post new to the site. I've struggled with my emotions since I was very young. Brought up in a pretty defunctional family . Is that a word or have I made it up defunctional !!! Any how it pretty much describes my upbringing. I'm sure that people have had worse but for some reason mine has effected me to a point we're in now 46 and in a loveless marriage. I've thought about suicide all mylife but now it almost seems it could be a realty. A way of escaping all the anxiety all the sadness. And the feeling of never being good enough