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foreverandalways28
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- Aug 17, 2024
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If I could just find a quick, painless way to ctb, I'm leaving. It seems like there aren't many options. I'm so worried about another failed attempt and ending up in a hospital or with brain damage. Life deals us a shitty hand and then makes it hard to check out as well. It's unfair. If anyone knows of any medication or methods that would be fairly quick and painless, please pm me or comment here. My birthday is in December and I'm trying to ctb before then or shortly after. We're born without a choice and then given no choice to leave without being called selfish either. I've been told so much in my life that I'm blessed to be alive and there's many people who were taken too soon by accidents or illnesses who would've loved another day and here I am wanting to die. Well, I guess life really is unfair because I would do anything to trade places with them. This "blessing of life" seems more like a trap and a curse.