Just let me sleep

[Lost Magic]

I slept all day yesterday, woke up at 12 midnight, heard my disgusting neighbours trudging around so I said fuck it, I'm going back to sleep. I took a sleeping pill and got up at about 10 in the morning. I was so unhappy at having to wake up to this living hell. Sleep is such a great vacation away from the pain of existence. I have to be gone soon. I really need to be gone because I can't endure another torturous year. I noticed I have wrote a few similar threads about sleep because I enjoy it more than anything else. I do like games, movies, food and kratom tea. I always enjoyed nature too but those are just forms of escape for me. I would much rather sleep forever.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I hear you about sleep. If I am not having restless dreams then it will be the only good distraction I get from being in this hell. I hate my body so much and I cant wait to leave it

 

[Lost Magic]

I hear you about sleep. If I am not having restless dreams then it will be the only good distraction I get from being in this hell. I hate my body so much and I cant wait to leave it

yep, I hear ya. I have had a lot of body image problems myself and humans are very judgemental. It just sucks to be alive. It really does.

 

[Sherri]

I wish I could sleep for 24 hours sometimes, but always someone wakes me up around 1130. Really upsets me.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I have had a lot of body image problems myself and humans are very judgemental.

People like to believe themselves to be deep and thoughtful but truth us no one truly will love us for the person we are. It is all about how attractive is the meat suit we occupy is. As simple as that.

 

[FuneralCry]

The thing I want the most is an eternal, dreamless sleep. Nothing can hurt me then. It is understandable not wanting to suffer anymore. This life really is a nightmare. I hope you find peace.

 

[Lost Magic]

I shaved all my hair off today and now I am listening to this Indian flute music while drinking kratom tea. Life might suck but it is still helps to find those little quiet moments before it all ends. I'm looking into relaxing games as well. Only so much shooting and mutilating a person can take (like GTA). By the way if you are a gamer look into Little Nightmares. I am playing the sequel right now after having completed the first one last year. They are so relaxing to play and they look like Tim Burton movies. Or maybe I am just weird lol