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DasDasDAS

I wanted to live😔
Dec 17, 2021
39
I was preparing the stuff for the event later this week and licked the spoon when it was over (less than 100 mg probably)
The taste is actually ok, I kinda liked it., people say its absolutely disgusting but it's not.
I'm having the expected simptoms, fast heart rate, I'm trembling, my vision feels weird, my fingers and toes feel weird, I feel anxious... I thought it was just SI but I think it's not.
I hope I don't get much worse and get better before my father comes back because that would be embarrassing. Nobody knows of my plans yet.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
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You will be fine. Dont worry
 
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Sherri

Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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Hope the effects stop soon. Just be careful with sn, you never know….
 
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DasDasDAS

I wanted to live😔
Dec 17, 2021
39
It's over already. I guess it was mostly just anxiety or something lol. But I did feel something strange about 5~10 minutes into it.
 
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Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
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I'm happy to hear you're well. I still do not have the Sn, but I will do the same and try it, my anxiety will be greater than waiting, it will be a small amount
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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Interesting to hear that you experienced something from it. I've licked bits of SN off of my fingertip in the past and felt absolutely nothing afterward. Not to say that it's safe to do so (I was in a bad space at the time), but I wonder how much of it exactly did you take?
 
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DasDasDAS

I wanted to live😔
Dec 17, 2021
39
I'm happy to hear you're well. I still do not have the Sn, but I will do the same and try it, my anxiety will be greater than waiting, it will be a small amount
There was that girl who took 3 grams and ended up in the hospital so i didn't want to take too much.

Interesting to hear that you experienced something from it. I've licked bits of SN off of my fingertip in the past and felt absolutely nothing afterward. Not to say that it's safe to do so (I was in a bad space at the time), but I wonder how much of it exactly did you take?
Almost nothing, I had about the same amount in the scale and it was not enough for the mark of 100mg but I still had a mess to clean and didn't want to risk having actual effects or panic and getting caught.
When the cleaning was over i just licked the dirty spoon.

Also if you leave sn in the open for too long it degrades (I've seen bits of mine melting). I've tried that and had no effect. I think it might be the nitrate (I don't really have much of a clue about chemistry).
But the one in the spoon was still looking like salt/sugar.
 
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