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Mr.4x

Mr.4x

Money Can't Stop A Suicidal Weakness
Feb 28, 2022
29
My family is wondering what's going on but I don't want to tell them anything because I have a history of quitting jobs often but this is the first time I got fired. This is also the first job I stayed at for a month, saving up enough money to buy a gun was my only goal, I knew my cause of death would be suicide every since I was in high-school, I always knew I wasn't going to last in this world go to school, graduate, get a job and be a modern day slave until I'm old then retire I always wanted to be a free soul travel and escape the city and live my life stress free but all that was just a dream and reality is a fucking nightmare and ending my shit is the only way out I'm most likely going to do it before this month ends.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,883
Sorry they let you go. It happens. I hope you can get through this. It might not change your overall plan but I wish you well.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,978
This life really is so awful and depressing. We are forced to exist and we have all these pressures and expectations placed on us, life is only meaningless suffering and I wish that I never existed more than anything. I'm sorry that everything is so hopeless. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
One of my supervisors traveled several states just working various retail positions, and when she got tired she'd move on and get a job elsewhere. I'm not sure how she made it since with prices these days such a lifestyle seems impossible. I guess it was easier when she started that lifestyle perhaps. Just thoughts.

Congrats on staying a month, I'm not sure how you felt about it but if you liked it then I'm sorry it didn't work out. If not, then maybe you can do something else better with your extra time now. Best wishes whatever you decide to do.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,790
My family is wondering what's going on but I don't want to tell them anything because I have a history of quitting jobs often but this is the first time I got fired. This is also the first job I stayed at for a month, saving up enough money to buy a gun was my only goal, I knew my cause of death would be suicide every since I was in high-school, I always knew I wasn't going to last in this world go to school, graduate, get a job and be a modern day slave until I'm old then retire I always wanted to be a free soul travel and escape the city and live my life stress free but all that was just a dream and reality is a fucking nightmare and ending my shit is the only way out I'm most likely going to do it before this month ends.
I have lost a few jobs... Most I hated anyway but it still sucked. I know people who can quit a job and get hired easily.
Kinda pisses me off.
I'm never going to have a great or even good job. I just want it to end.
 
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Messgram

Meaningless struggle
Dec 30, 2021
202
I don't know what's worse, keep a shit job or getting fired.
 
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sharky

sharky

Lost
Dec 15, 2021
283
It happens to most of us. No shame in that. I really hope you find peace. In life or Death.
 
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