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1Mazda16

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Sep 5, 2021
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Damn, I had a lot of fun. Drank and ate a lot. Didn't lose too much money gambling, ironically enough. Tipped heavily to people who probably deserved it.

A bit of sadness hung in the air knowing this was the last time.

They put me on the 25th floor of the hotel tower. Even though jumping is not my preferred method, I couldn't help noticing how the casement window was secured: a small metal track guard secured by 2 specialty screws. A special screwdriver is needed to remove the screws--however those screws could be easily drilled out in less than 5 minutes and the window is opened. The fall would have been 16 floors due to another building at the base of the tower--definitely lethal. I got a lot of respect for you "jumpers" out there.

Anyways, I'm drinking almost everyday trying to get brave enough to go through with CTB. Or maybe a call from the psychiatrist with good news will save my ass(doubt it). Or maybe just hoping for some other miracle(doubt it). My life sucks and the world still does, too. The holidays mean nothing to me.
 
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Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
I'm happy that you can (hopefully) go out in this fashion. Hope you hit it big and you get good news at the same time! Peace either way.

I want to go out in this way too.
 
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Round Two

Gone
Dec 10, 2021
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Glad you had fun and good on yah for generous tipping. I know first-hand holidays can become meaningless, and it sucks. I wish you the best of luck going forward.
 
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meetapple

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Jun 3, 2021
585
I need some good news as well.

Enjoy yourself while you can.
 
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YesImAware

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Dec 14, 2021
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Damn, I had a lot of fun. Drank and ate a lot. Didn't lose too much money gambling, ironically enough. Tipped heavily to people who probably deserved it.

A bit of sadness hung in the air knowing this was the last time.

They put me on the 25th floor of the hotel tower. Even though jumping is not my preferred method, I couldn't help noticing how the casement window was secured: a small metal track guard secured by 2 specialty screws. A special screwdriver is needed to remove the screws--however those screws could be easily drilled out in less than 5 minutes and the window is opened. The fall would have been 16 floors due to another building at the base of the tower--definitely lethal. I got a lot of respect for you "jumpers" out there.

Anyways, I'm drinking almost everyday trying to get brave enough to go through with CTB. Or maybe a call from the psychiatrist with good news will save my ass(doubt it). Or maybe just hoping for some other miracle(doubt it). My life sucks and the world still does, too. The holidays mean nothing to me.
I'm in Vegas..just sayin'
 
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meetapple

Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
This is actually a really good idea. You are at a hotel so you can easily CTB on SN if that is your method and have one last hurrah.
 
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Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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Is that real what they say that what happens stays in Vegas'?
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm glad you enjoyed your trip. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
 
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ctbontime

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Aug 20, 2022
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Leaving Las Vegas
 
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LeavingEarly

LeavingEarly

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Mar 19, 2022
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Damn, I had a lot of fun. Drank and ate a lot. Didn't lose too much money gambling, ironically enough. Tipped heavily to people who probably deserved it.

A bit of sadness hung in the air knowing this was the last time.

They put me on the 25th floor of the hotel tower. Even though jumping is not my preferred method, I couldn't help noticing how the casement window was secured: a small metal track guard secured by 2 specialty screws. A special screwdriver is needed to remove the screws--however those screws could be easily drilled out in less than 5 minutes and the window is opened. The fall would have been 16 floors due to another building at the base of the tower--definitely lethal. I got a lot of respect for you "jumpers" out there.

Anyways, I'm drinking almost everyday trying to get brave enough to go through with CTB. Or maybe a call from the psychiatrist with good news will save my ass(doubt it). Or maybe just hoping for some other miracle(doubt it). My life sucks and the world still does, too. The holidays mean nothing to me.
What is your method?
 
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Mr_House

Mr_House

Black Mesa Research Facility (B.M.R.F.)
Jul 14, 2022
196
Viva New Vegas… Damn. But I feel the pain man, That was sweet of you to tip people who looked like they needed a pick-me-up, I Wish you luck in the roads you travel my friend, Whether CTB/ or Recovery.

And I suppose the famous city saying is true: "What happens in New Vegas, Stays in New Vegas."

Good Luck, @1Mazda16
 
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lifeisbutadream

Elementalist
Oct 4, 2018
836
Damn, I had a lot of fun. Drank and ate a lot. Didn't lose too much money gambling, ironically enough. Tipped heavily to people who probably deserved it.

A bit of sadness hung in the air knowing this was the last time.

They put me on the 25th floor of the hotel tower. Even though jumping is not my preferred method, I couldn't help noticing how the casement window was secured: a small metal track guard secured by 2 specialty screws. A special screwdriver is needed to remove the screws--however those screws could be easily drilled out in less than 5 minutes and the window is opened. The fall would have been 16 floors due to another building at the base of the tower--definitely lethal. I got a lot of respect for you "jumpers" out there.

Anyways, I'm drinking almost everyday trying to get brave enough to go through with CTB. Or maybe a call from the psychiatrist with good news will save my ass(doubt it). Or maybe just hoping for some other miracle(doubt it). My life sucks and the world still does, too. The holidays mean nothing to me.

The sound of drilling might attract security.

Might Las Vegas hotel rooms have hidden cameras in the rooms?
 

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