i had planned to end myself on this mentioned vacation, i even brought props like rope and a suicide note, actually not a suicide note, but i had
written my family's contact info on a bunch of post it notes that i would leave in the hotel room.
i even brought a beanie to put over my face bc i didn't want anyone to see the scary sight of the hanging.
but... and i kinda expected this... i was so happy on the vacation that the desire to die kinda went away.
i've been home a few weeks now, and i'm still feeling ok.
idk if that's gonna be forever, but... i'm KINDA ok now...
i don't have a question or anything, just reporting.
written my family's contact info on a bunch of post it notes that i would leave in the hotel room.
i even brought a beanie to put over my face bc i didn't want anyone to see the scary sight of the hanging.
but... and i kinda expected this... i was so happy on the vacation that the desire to die kinda went away.
i've been home a few weeks now, and i'm still feeling ok.
idk if that's gonna be forever, but... i'm KINDA ok now...
i don't have a question or anything, just reporting.
