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Freedombus'25

Freedombus'25

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
1,587
i dont have any definite feelings or thoughts really tbh. All just kinda... numb... like i couldnt even plan bc i dont even kno. I dont wanna go on day to day to day tho. Lacking any kinda purpose beyond " survival" soo... yeahhh.. i kinda wish I'd ended my life a few weeks ago but im always wishing i did before.


Dunno and it almost doesn't matter. So dead inside
 
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voidman

voidman

emptiness —> nothingness
Sep 15, 2020
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I can relate to all this so much. It sucks so bad. Sorry it has to be like this for you and hope it gets better.
 
AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
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I totally understand this feeling. The feeling of only living for survival and not having any purpose. It is one of the reasons I hate life so much.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
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I feel meh all the time, best way I can describe it just meh. Not like in pain or anxious all the time, or anything really, I just cba with anything
 
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