Just cry...

[SadGirl]

Você pode chorar quando se sente triste ou angustiado? Ou você apenas sente um aperto no peito e na garganta, como se estivesse chorando, mas por dentro e doendo como espinhos em seus órgãos?

 

[brighter]

Rough translation:
Can you cry when you feel sad or distressed? Or do you just feel a tightness in your chest and throat, as if you were crying, but inside and aching like thorns in your organs?

 

[JustLosingMyself]

Rough translation:
Can you cry when you feel sad or distressed? Or do you just feel a tightness in your chest and throat, as if you were crying, but inside and aching like thorns in your organs?

Both... depends what causes it

 

[pole]

Rough translation:
Can you cry when you feel sad or distressed? Or do you just feel a tightness in your chest and throat, as if you were crying, but inside and aching like thorns in your organs?

Or the feeling of heartbreak. You feel your heart in literal pieces and actually just broken. As you're heart still beats and pounds as if you just swallowed your heart and its about to literally just jump out of your chest, because of how hard its pounding. The feeling of your heart in a million pieces and just absolutely broken is the worst feeling of sadness for me.

 

[Jean Améry]

For me it's the second part. I've suffered too much to still be able to cry.

My sympaties to all who feel this way. It's god awful.

 

[Sick Boy]

I can´t produce tears,i wish i could,i´m just feel dead on the inside,i´m so tired of this life

 

[dayseeker]

I can-not cry.

 

[aspx]

Só consigo chorar quando fico cheio de sentimentos, e isso não ocorre há um bom tempo. Nem chorar eu consigo mais, que é uma ação básica do ser humano.

Translation:
I can only cry when I'm full of emotions, and this hasn't happened for a long time. I can't even cry anymore, which is a basic human action.
Feeling that you can't cry is the worst thing, everything is trapped inside of you and it won't get out. You can only feel sad.

 

[DeathSaves]

Pelo menos vocês não estão presos num cárcere privado, ou clínica de recuperação para drogas.

Translation:
At least you aren't jailed in a private-owned prison, or drug rehab facility.

 

[Funkbunny]

I've got so numb, I find that I only cry at the most inopportune moments.

 

[Postone]

As vezes eu consigo chorar, as vezes não

Sometimes I'm able to cry,sometimes not.

 

[DeathSaves]

Truth be told, i've got a couple of acquaintances that decided to take my things to justice, but i somehow doubt they'd take it very far; i feel like literally ruining it by rather than remaining silent, just waiting for them to save me and them to disappear, like displaying just who i am to all of the world...

I feel disgusted, in a way. I'm a rather sensitive person, an idiot full of feelings, whose main dream would be to lie on someone's lap and talk about my sadness... But who am i kidding? I'm a male, though i love the way humans like to express themselves with symbols... Men have become a symbol for ideally becoming an "alpha dog", ops, i mean an alpha male, a stupid piece of walking aggression that stars a Pantera videoclip and displays how strong and violent he's all the time, while i don't know why, i'd rather live my life like a child girl, just like those girls in anime...

I think the main reason amounts to the very symbology i'm talking about... The fact is that girls, especially the anime-depicted ones, are seen mostly as harmless creatures meant to be loved. I think anime like Madoka, the one my avatar comes from, uses this as a way to depict those beings as something like creatures without sex, in a way, creatures who have become mere walking symbols, much like the very kanji japanese language uses to communicate... They're not women, truly, they're just walking words, symbols without a meaning, but still meaning something...

Or maybe not. In the end, the very fact that a word gets repeated means that the word reinforces the very meaning it somehow tries to steal a meaning from. Men have lost the meaning of being loved unless they're androginous, in a way...

Adults usually have no meaning of being loved attached to them. I have become an adult, in a way...

And now i rot in a prison clinic. Today's inquisition has me, my father hates me for not becoming something that's respectable in today's society, that is, a walking piece of aggression willing to glorify the idea of selling myself cheap and getting a huge psychological reward for being stupid and working my ass off with a stupid smile.

Something like being nuts. But if one lives in a nutty society, being sane means being insane, since the insane rule the world.

I don't want to fight, it's stupid. The fact that the world glorifies fighting has a lot to do with its idea that war is pretty, which, truth be told... Isn't true. Dying sounds better.

I wonder if anyone will read this.

I just want a lap on which to cry on... To be human. Nobody grants us humanity anymore... I think they know that granting such things is worth a million, then it would make sense to charge that stupid fucking million for treating someone like a human being.
Dying sounds logical on this scenario. There's no life left to be lived, and i doubt anybody will try to save me.

Atropos, the final savior. Death saves, in the end. I wonder if death shall save...

 

[pole]

Sorry for the heart break you've gone through :(.

 

[JayZT]

I don't cry, I panick as I quickly scramble to try and find a solution, I never do though and that's when the real pain kicks in... and then there is just hours and hours of silence, that's the worst part.