YOU CANNOT EVEN SEE YOUR OWN EYES
this annoys me.
What if when you suicide you are not even killing yourself?? What if your "body" is a parasite tricking your conscious experience into taking care of it's self????
There's a book called PARASITE REX that talks about how many organisms, including us, are "hijacked" by other organisms. Freaky shit and there's a real basis for your fears. Another interesting book is titled ZOOBIQUITY. Read about it on Amazon. It'll blow your mind. T. Gaandi alone will freak you out! (no relation to Mahatma Gandhi).
"Own your own eyes" is what Fritz Perls, the founder of Gestalt Therapy, espoused. Douglas Harding talked about self-pointing--basically taking your finger and pointing it in the direction of where you believe your head is. He said there was nothing there. You see everything in the external world but your own head (without a mirror or a selfie cam, that is). I get all confuddled reading him though. Almost lost my head until I realized I didn't have one. Huh?