DepressedAngel

DepressedAngel

Life is exhausting
Dec 4, 2019
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Hey guys I just wanted to share a story. I hope no one will judge me for this... I just wanted to say that if there's a chance you could get better please try before you commit to anything. I was going to kill myself in November, before I went to a hospital. I thought there was no chance of me getting better. But this morning, I felt beautiful (even though I was only wearing pajamas haha) and I made my family pancakes while singing along to one of my songs that remind me of @Tearygirl. And this time, the song didn't make me as sad, and I just felt really happy to be alive. I understand that everyone on this site is here for different reasons, and maybe not all of you can or will get better, and I support you, whatever you choose. But I just was thinking about how quickly life can change, and how there is still beauty in this ugly world. I don't really know what I'm saying, I just hope that everyone on this site will find happiness somewhere. I really want the best for all of you.
If you guys don't mind, I might post a few more stories before I go, just because maybe they can bring happiness to someone. I'm sorry this one was kind of depressing, I hope no one takes it the wrong way. Sending love to all of you:heart:
 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
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This is most definitely not "just another story".

It's a beautiful post about hope and recovery and I am grateful you shared it with us.

I hope the future holds many bright mornings in pyjamas, pankakes and songs for you.
 
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DepressedAngel

DepressedAngel

Life is exhausting
Dec 4, 2019
146
This is most definitely not "just another story".

It's a beautiful post about hope and recovery and I am grateful you shared it with us.

I hope the future holds many bright mornings in pyjamas, pankakes and songs for you.
I hope the same for you!
 
Suicide_vampire

Suicide_vampire

In Vino Veritas
Feb 11, 2020
426
Hey guys I just wanted to share a story. I hope no one will judge me for this... I just wanted to say that if there's a chance you could get better please try before you commit to anything. I was going to kill myself in November, before I went to a hospital. I thought there was no chance of me getting better. But this morning, I felt beautiful (even though I was only wearing pajamas haha) and I made my family pancakes while singing along to one of my songs that remind me of @Tearygirl. And this time, the song didn't make me as sad, and I just felt really happy to be alive. I understand that everyone on this site is here for different reasons, and maybe not all of you can or will get better, and I support you, whatever you choose. But I just was thinking about how quickly life can change, and how there is still beauty in this ugly world. I don't really know what I'm saying, I just hope that everyone on this site will find happiness somewhere. I really want the best for all of you.
If you guys don't mind, I might post a few more stories before I go, just because maybe they can bring happiness to someone. I'm sorry this one was kind of depressing, I hope no one takes it the wrong way. Sending love to all of you:heart:
Hey there, always good to hear positives coming out of darkness.
Pancakes for breakfast sounds like heaven haha
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Hey guys I just wanted to share a story. I hope no one will judge me for this... I just wanted to say that if there's a chance you could get better please try before you commit to anything. I was going to kill myself in November, before I went to a hospital. I thought there was no chance of me getting better. But this morning, I felt beautiful (even though I was only wearing pajamas haha) and I made my family pancakes while singing along to one of my songs that remind me of @Tearygirl. And this time, the song didn't make me as sad, and I just felt really happy to be alive. I understand that everyone on this site is here for different reasons, and maybe not all of you can or will get better, and I support you, whatever you choose. But I just was thinking about how quickly life can change, and how there is still beauty in this ugly world. I don't really know what I'm saying, I just hope that everyone on this site will find happiness somewhere. I really want the best for all of you.
If you guys don't mind, I might post a few more stories before I go, just because maybe they can bring happiness to someone. I'm sorry this one was kind of depressing, I hope no one takes it the wrong way. Sending love to all of you:heart:
Thank you for this. I may be bouncing to a dark place and you helped me. :heart:
 
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DepressedAngel

DepressedAngel

Life is exhausting
Dec 4, 2019
146
Thank you for this. I may be bouncing to a dark place and you helped me. :heart:
That makes me happy :) I love you, I hope you're okay. Please PM me if you need anything.
 
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mesohappy

mesohappy

Cat piss sammich??
Jan 10, 2020
674
Im glad you are doing better and glad you shared this. :heart: Hope things continue to improve for you.
 
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enjoy

Creature
Dec 20, 2019
337
glad to see this. you're absolutely right. :heart:
 
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