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Takamagahara

Takamagahara

Seeker Of Heaven
Aug 8, 2023
142
I thought I had more time, but it also seems that my time's come sooner than I thought.

Thank you, everyone. I used to be part of the Reddit community, and I'm so glad to have found this place once again. I felt more seen, more heard, and more belonging here than I have in most of my twenty-nine painful years of life.

The gun's loaded and I finally have the resolve to use it. I had my last meal. I have my favourite plushie with me. I honestly just feel ready to go.

I love you all. I hope you all find an end to your pain, wherever that may be.
 
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Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
722
You are incredibly brave. You deserve to have complete relief from your suffering. Please, just remember, don't take your suffering personally. It was all a product of determinism. You couldn't have prevented it, there was no other alternative. <3
 
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ClockWorks

ClockWorks

Wish I Could Just Enjoy the Silence
Apr 15, 2023
25
I'm sorry to see that your life has come to this, I hope you are able to find your peace. Please Rest Well.
 
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Inthewind

Inthewind

Wondering Waevern
Sep 19, 2023
101
May you have peace
 
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strawb12

strawb12

Student
Mar 26, 2023
184
Good luck. Hopefully we don't here from you again
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,537
May the peace you've sought become yours.
 
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DeathSleep

DeathSleep

Unstable Potato
May 25, 2023
282
Wishing you the best of luck. I hope you find peace.
 
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Larysa

Larysa

Student
Apr 11, 2023
147
So glad that you found connection here. 💙💙
 
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A

AlouA

looking for CTB partner in SEA
Sep 19, 2023
121
I thought I had more time, but it also seems that my time's come sooner than I thought.

Thank you, everyone. I used to be part of the Reddit community, and I'm so glad to have found this place once again. I felt more seen, more heard, and more belonging here than I have in most of my twenty-nine painful years of life.

The gun's loaded and I finally have the resolve to use it. I had my last meal. I have my favourite plushie with me. I honestly just feel ready to go.

I love you all. I hope you all find an end to your pain, wherever that may be.
You're such a beautiful soul yet life has made you go through shits that pushed you to do this but i applaud your firm resolve... I hope to be joining you and everyone here in a place that we all long for, peace and comfort... I wish you all the best with your journey
 
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Jealous Blackheart

Jealous Blackheart

A Well Read Demon
Aug 25, 2023
247
Safe travels to the end of your pain. I hope to follow you soon, friend. đź–¤
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
463
If you're still around buddy even though it was short I'll miss talking to you!
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
463
I wish you'd of at least let me say goodbye buddy I'm so sorry I wasn't here
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,248
I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. I wish you all the best, I hope you find peace, safe travels and good luck!

Rest well!
 
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day

day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
659
Sorry you've had to suffer for so long but I hope you'll finally be free.

Find peace OP. I can only wish nothing but safe passage.
 
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backtoearth

backtoearth

<3
Sep 9, 2023
134
I'm so glad you found community, sorry life brought you here and you have suffered so much.

Wish you the best, and I hope you find peace <3
 
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F Sea

F Sea

Inside 🌊🌊🌊
Aug 9, 2023
170
Farewell Takamagahara.
 
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d3j3ct3dl0s3r05

d3j3ct3dl0s3r05

i am so lainpilled :3 (? days left)
Apr 15, 2023
264
I wish you well and hope you find peace and comfort in your decision
 
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swagattack

swagattack

Member
Sep 12, 2023
16
Good luck. I wish you all the peace that you have deserved and been longing for for so long.
 
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Cloud Busting

Cloud Busting

Formerly pinkribbonscars
Sep 9, 2023
574
We're the same age!

Rest in peace and sleep well. ❤️
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,307
Farewell, I wish you the best of luck with your plans and I hope you find true peace from all the suffering.
 

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