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None09

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Everybody in my life leaves me alone. I don't even know why I don't just disappear, I have no love, no life, no friends, no one to talk with have you ever felt so desesperarte that you can't think in anything else than hurting yourself?
 
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Thanatos

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If you are looking to talk right now I suggest getting somewhere a little safer, but this is your life and your decision. I have given up personally and am afraid I cant offer any optimism. If your choice is made I wish you peace.
Edit: I also wish that I had put more of an effort to reach out to people on here like yourself. Despite my pro choice beliefs, its heartbreaking to see people leave feeling so alone. Maybe I'm just selfish and want to feel good about myself and my message would make no difference
 
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None09

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Everybody in my life leaves me alone. I don't even know why I don't just disappear, I have no love, no life, no friends, no one to talk with have you ever felt so desesperarte that you can't think in anything else than hurting yourself?
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If you are looking to talk right now I suggest getting somewhere a little safer, but this is your life and your decision. I have given up personally and am afraid I cant offer any optimism. If your choice is made I wish you peace.
Edit: I also wish that I had put more of an effort to reach out to people on here like yourself. Despite my pro choice beliefs, its heartbreaking to see people leave feeling so alone. Maybe I'm just selfish and want to feel good about myself and my message would make no difference
It's not like I want to or I'm going to do it just feel like on a risk
 
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None09, do you have time to talk now or would you like to?:hug: You have friends here!
 
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Can you PM me? Maybe later, after you see the messages from your friends.

Personally, I'm a wimp with a very low pain threshold, so I try to avoid it at all costs. That's why the SN, N or even CO sounds a lot better to me. What do you think of these methods?
 
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None09

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Can you PM me? Maybe later, after you see the messages from your friends.

Personally, I'm a wimp with a very low pain threshold, so I try to avoid it at all costs. That's why the SN, N or even CO sounds a lot better to me. What do you think of these methods?
Maybe marijuana also could make you feel better
 
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Asta

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Jun 7, 2019
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I'm OK, None09. Thanks for thinking of the marij, though. Really nice of you! No pain now after tapering off the wretched opiods nearly six years ago.
 
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Everybody in my life leaves me alone. I don't even know why I don't just disappear, I have no love, no life, no friends, no one to talk with have you ever felt so desesperarte that you can't think in anything else than hurting yourself?

Can you learn to be your own best friend? Why not talk to yourself?
 
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Severen

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do u talk to urself Severen?
Yes. Sometimes out loud but mostly inside my head. And it's not just an echo chamber. Sometimes I have debates between two points of view in my brain.
 
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But of couse. Its the only way he gets an intelligent conversation. Everyone else has fucked off
 
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what kind of things do u talk about
 
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Severen

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what kind of things do u talk about

Everything really but mostly about stuff related to my life, who I am inside, my family history, the world etc... Any topic that can help me find the truth about everything, myself and everyone else.
But of couse. Its the only way he gets an intelligent conversation. Everyone else has fucked off

This is the fourth or fifth time, you've been hostile to me for no good reason. My patience is starting to wear thin.
 
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