just a vent

[TheAngelBornInHell]

I spent like 4 hours crying today, because I don't know what's wrong with me. Everyone is so irritating and everything triggers me so bad I hate everything, I've spent like the past week clean from self harm and it's really hard not to relapse Im genuinely just so bothered right now I wish things could end or if I can have something to blame it on.. I wish I could disappear online and irl nobody told me trying to be clean can be this hard. the worst thing could happen to me right now and I'd be happy about it.

 

[brickedup]

i just got past 100 days a couples days ago, you got this, just try your hardest to resist the urge and ignore the voice in the back of your head tempting you to do it