Just a vent

[seekingpeacefulend]

So angry. Came across a you tube thing where this idiot talks about a site he won't name but def sounds like this one how it should be banned and how this site encouraged suicide. What a load of bull. For 2 years I've searched for somewhere I can even mention suicide where people understand and don't jump down my throat. Tried to comment saying I sought a place out where I could be understood. At no time does anyone tell people to go kill themselves. Infant you say on your you tube video that it's temporary it's not that bad and there us hope and you can get plenty of mental health help. We'll I haven't and it won't get better and 2 years continually wanting to die is not temporary. I think they have post approval on their comments as none of my attempts to comment have worked and do not show. I bet they won't approve because they only want their opinion and their side and comments supporting what they want to be seen. Bunch of wankers. Hope they don't get this shut down. People are entitled to support in every subject. And supporting someone who is going to ctb is not egging them on encouraging them. If someone says they want to but is afraid, of course what they want to want is to be supported and calm that fear. That's not egging or encouraging or leading someone to do something they don't want to. I'm here by choice because I choose and want to be. When I ctb I choose to do it all on my own. My choice, my right. My life isn't worth living anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Any pro life videos are just nonsense that aren't worth even spending a second thinking about. They are best ignored and forgotten about, I have zero interest in whatever that is. But I bet it would be different if something happened to the people who make these videos to make them wish to die. Existing can very easily get much more unbearable and torturous for anyone at any moment as it's just the way that life is. Life is just pointless and meaningless suffering after all and wanting to die is a logical response to the tragedy that is the existence of life. It's not an "illness" having awareness that existence isn't worth enduring, in fact the problem lies in life instead.