Venting Just a poem to pass the time

[MeriDeath]

Tired of playing the hero,
I wish I had what it takes.
They say life is beautiful,
Well I don't agree with that.
I look at you, you look at me
You seem happy, and I ask myself
How come I'm not as happy?
I wish I could celebrate with you
Party and have fun
But that's just not me
I guess life has chosen a different path for me.
I'm tired of being different
tired of being strange.
Whoever thought I would come into this?
I wanna ride to the sunset
I wanna disappear in those vivid colors
I wanna end up like the night, dark and shallow
And I wanna see the light .