CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
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Im not a smart cookie. In fact, in quite a dumb cookie. I have no issue stating this fact, it's okay.

Tonight, I wanted to consume stuff that's "healthy" to... be healthy. In specific I had some milk and 2 egg yolks.

I ate them, and threw up about an hour later.

Luckily, my ultra instinct kicked in so I totally only threw up in the toilet... I really was quick on my feet and toes.

Anyway, I threw up and... I felt a lot better immediately. I feel free-r and my mind is definitely clear. I cleaned up which was easy B) and now I am sitting in bed.

I wanna sleep but I'm scared I'll throw up and die.

To be honest I wanna fucking shoot myself but it's fine because I know someday I will figure things out.


yea things really actually aren't going so well right now... but I feel positive for no good reason. I wanna just sleep for like 30 hours. Tomorrow I think I'll just stay in bed for as long as possible and just ignore the world for a bit, even though I'll fall even further behind on homework it's fine because I need a break.

Anyway, I well... idk this was just a ramble I guess
 
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NumbItAll

NumbItAll

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the way you write is very cute and humorous lol... sorry i don't have anything useful to say. :P glad you made it to the toilet in time!
 
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Redt2go

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Jan 5, 2019
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You post a lot of stuff about eating and food... Do you have a eating disorder? No offense
 
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Hennessy

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I've read somewhere that milk is not so healthy afterall. It's true it contains stuff like calcium, but you can easily find this in other sources.

The problem with milk, if I remember correctly, is that it contains hormones intended on the calf so it will grow and become strong fast. Humans should stay away from milk. Milk is only for calves.

But egg is very healthy. And if you combine it with orange juice you will get all the healthy nutrients you need. So I've heard:-)
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
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You post a lot of stuff about eating and food... Do you have a eating disorder? No offense
I dont think so... I hope not!

I've read somewhere that milk is not so healthy afterall. It's true it contains stuff like calcium, but you can easily find this in other sources.

The problem with milk, if I remember correctly, is that it contains hormones intended on the calf so it will grow and become strong fast. Humans should stay away from milk. Milk is only for calves.

But egg is very healthy. And if you combine it with orange juice you will get all the healthy nutrients you need. So I've heard:-)
I feel kinda the opposite... I've never really liked both eggs or milk but eggs in particular seem to mess with me. It's tough because I am trying to do low-carb but I hate all these animal foods.
 
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Hennessy

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Jan 14, 2019
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I dont think so... I hope not!


I feel kinda the opposite... I've never really liked both eggs or milk but eggs in particular seem to mess with me. It's tough because I am trying to do low-carb but I hate all these animal foods.

I sometimes eat eggs and I like it, but I want to go vegan. I have cut down on my meat consumption, but I still got a long way to go.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
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Im not a smart cookie. In fact, in quite a dumb cookie. I have no issue stating this fact, it's okay.

Tonight, I wanted to consume stuff that's "healthy" to... be healthy. In specific I had some milk and 2 egg yolks.

I ate them, and threw up about an hour later.

Luckily, my ultra instinct kicked in so I totally only threw up in the toilet... I really was quick on my feet and toes.

Anyway, I threw up and... I felt a lot better immediately. I feel free-r and my mind is definitely clear. I cleaned up which was easy B) and now I am sitting in bed.

I wanna sleep but I'm scared I'll throw up and die.

To be honest I wanna fucking shoot myself but it's fine because I know someday I will figure things out.


yea things really actually aren't going so well right now... but I feel positive for no good reason. I wanna just sleep for like 30 hours. Tomorrow I think I'll just stay in bed for as long as possible and just ignore the world for a bit, even though I'll fall even further behind on homework it's fine because I need a break.

Anyway, I well... idk this was just a ramble I guess
You're hilarious lol! Glad you're ok. Ultra instinct lol!
 
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kkatt

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Nov 12, 2018
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Just a tip. If you feel sick and want to just go to bed,wedge a few pillows behind your back as you lay on your side so you won't just roll onto your back. That way,if you are sick,it will be very unlikely to cause you to choke.
I had a very limited education and have spent my entire life messing up. It's more fun then being really smart and having some incredibly demanding job,IMO. Everyone stuffs up though..that's how we learn to life.
you tried.
 
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