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fkcvd

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May 31, 2023
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New here. Chronically ill for 2 years, and worsening by the day. In pain constantly and I do not and cannot sleep without strong medication. It doesn't always work either. I do not have the mental strength to continue. I am physically rejecting medications and am hypersensitive to anything that's supposed to help me out ( drugs, supplements etc) which make them too painful to take.

I have applied for medically assisted death in my country, which is legal, but not guaranteed for chronically ill patients. Only a sure thing if you have a terminally ill condition. Plus, there is a 90 day waiting period.

There's a tall, tall bridge above a highway ravine where I live. I would jump into the brush and not the highway itself. Or possibly from the top of one of the many, many unfinished condominiums being built in the area. If it's over ten storeys, what are my chances?
 
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May 31, 2023
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Well it depends on the fall is, but its fair to say anything that is over 20 meters is a good bet and landing on asphalt will be a quick way to ctb. For the condominiums since they are over 10 storeys and assuming you land on concrete or another hard surface that would be an more sure way to ctb, but since its under construction depending on the security on the site, but if you could get your way to the top you would be set. I would also like to say when jumping try to land on your head and its very likely SI will kick in but if you go for the constitution site I think it will work regardless of weather you land on your head or not.
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

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May 6, 2023
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New here. Chronically ill for 2 years, and worsening by the day. In pain constantly and I do not and cannot sleep without strong medication. It doesn't always work either. I do not have the mental strength to continue. I am physically rejecting medications and am hypersensitive to anything that's supposed to help me out ( drugs, supplements etc) which make them too painful to take.

I have applied for medically assisted death in my country, which is legal, but not guaranteed for chronically ill patients. Only a sure thing if you have a terminally ill condition. Plus, there is a 90 day waiting period.

There's a tall, tall bridge above a highway ravine where I live. I would jump into the brush and not the highway itself. Or possibly from the top of one of the many, many unfinished condominiums being built in the area. If it's over ten storeys, what are my chances?
I would say 15 storeys building is sure shot, make sure you hit the ground head first on the hard surface

If you have time look into other ctb methods like nitrogen inert gas, co using charcoal, sn methods
 
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fkcvd

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May 31, 2023
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I would say 15 storeys building is sure shot, make sure you hit the ground head first on the hard surface

If you have time look into other ctb methods like nitrogen inert gas, co using charcoal, sn methods
Not sure how to get SN in Canada? If I could get nitrogen easily here I would?
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
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Not sure how to get SN in Canada? If I could get nitrogen easily here I would?
I am from Canada too

Save some money, come to Thailand, rent a place for few months like 2-3 months

You can get all the nitrogen setup equipment everything you can order online, mostly people can help you in every way, you will live alone in condo so no disturbances, if you wanna fuck you can get girls to get laid, you will get everything to eat, they have 7/11 in Thailand and they do door delivery

Enjoy the place, build a nitrogen setup in your condo and do ctb peacefully

Don't worry they will send your body to Canada

You can get sn too in Thailand
 

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