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I hope I die today.
- May 22, 2019
- 16
(Open photo in new tab, it's displaying stretchy fucked up on my end upon upload...)
Went to my local mall last week. That mall had three reported cases of suicide in 2016-2017. They put glass walls on the 5th floor where they all jumped from. The 4th floor, however, still has rails that can be climbed. Took this shot from the 4th floor.
I stayed there for like 45 minutes, trying to work up my willpower to jump. The human being's survival instinct is much difficult to overcome than I thought. That, and I was having second thoughts if this was high enough to kill me. I don't care if I don't die instantaneously as long as I die within the day. Such was the case for the suicide victims, died upon reaching the hospital.
So... yeah. Just wanted to get that off my chest. And also genuinely curious if you people think this would be high enough for a thin 20 year old guy.