freakshow
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- Jun 30, 2024
- 45
i got to uni by bus, i think i could maybe jump in front of some bus and crush my head, it seems pretty quick. i dont really wanna do this because its scary af and its very traumatziing for people nearby and killing myself in public just sounds awful. but i dont really have other options. Is there any way I could fuck this up? Another options is maybe i could try to get a job, rent a house for a month and buy sn but that will take me a few months. But im too socialy anxious for this to work out but maybe i can muster uup some courage, idk what to do, i dont want anything in life anymore.