jumping from height

[landlord_pp]

I'm desperate and want to ctb ASAP, thought of hanging, but the preparation stage is very tiresome and my relatives are almost always at home and I have not really much time to practice. I don't even care about pain anymore(or at least I think so). I live on the 9th floor(~30 metres), not as good as recommended, but I'm going to jump at night when no one really is around the landing place, so no emergency assistance is expected. The problem is that the area of solid ground is rather small. But if I just step off the window I will fall on the ground, or the trajectory is likely to change while falling?

 

[Rachel74]

I need to find the page but I think it's called lost all hope. He explains the distance needed for a clear death. I think from that one you wouldn't die you'd either break lots of limbs and maybe your back or land on your head. It's hard to tell as this isn't my method.

 

[Amz_Falls]

I'm desperate and want to ctb ASAP, thought of hanging, but the preparation stage is very tiresome and my relatives are almost always at home and I have not really much time to practice. I don't even care about pain anymore(or at least I think so). I live on the 9th floor(~30 metres), not as good as recommended, but I'm going to jump at night when no one really is around the landing place, so no emergency assistance is expected. The problem is that the area of solid ground is rather small. But if I just step off the window I will fall on the ground, or the trajectory is likely to change while falling?
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I'd be very careful with the landing zone. I jumped but unintentionally pushed off more with my right leg than left which meant half my body hit the grass and the other the tarmac causing me to survive.

 

[landlord_pp]

I'd be very careful with the landing zone. I jumped but unintentionally pushed off more with my right leg than left which meant half my body hit the grass and the other the tarmac causing me to survive.

I feel very sorry for you, it's ok if you don't want to, but maybe there is a thread where you tell your story in more detail, I mean the height you jumped from, were you able to control yourself while falling and how far from the jumping site did you land. Again, sorry for being that assertive.