Venting Jumping ctb

[divinemistress36]

I wish I had the balls to jump when I watch those who ctb on wpd it looks so quick. It would be absolutely terrifying but over so quick

 

[conveniently_dead]

I think about jumping every single day. I'm a 10 minute drive from an incredibly lethal and accessible jump.

It was never a method I considered until I became more desperate but you're right, it would be over so quick upon impact.

It is terrifying and I wish I could obtain a more peaceful way to end my suffering.

 

[escape_from_hell]

Is it your chosen method overall?

I was thinking about a combined method like finding a precarious ledge (steep dropoff not hitting things on the way down) and taking fentanyl+benzos in an amount itself that might be lethal and letting myself fall as I pass out. Would have to be really high though because then you can't try and land on your head. There's gotta be some drugs that would make jumping more appealing though.

 

[divinemistress36]

Why

Is it your chosen method overall?

I was thinking about a combined method like finding a precarious ledge (steep dropoff not hitting things on the way down) and taking fentanyl+benzos in an amount itself that might be lethal and letting myself fall as I pass out. Would have to be really high though because then you can't try and land on your head. There's gotta be some drugs that would make jumping more appealing though.

Fentanyl overdose would be the ideal method . I don't have access to it. I do wonder if taking a bunch of benzos before jumping would help make it less scary

 

[Sleeper System]

I wish I had the balls to jump when I watch those who ctb on wpd it looks so quick. It would be absolutely terrifying but over so quick

 

[divinemistress36]

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I want to cuddle it!

 

[Gonnerr]

Yes the quickest and most scary method imo, im very close to a new bridge in my city with no barrier , already 6 or 7 known suicide, its high enough.

 

[divinemistress36]

Yes the quickest and most scary method imo, im very close to a new bridge in my city with no barrier , already 6 or 7 known suicide, its high enough.

Are you considering it?

 

[Throwawayacc3]

I wish I had the balls to jump when I watch those who ctb on wpd it looks so quick. It would be absolutely terrifying but over so quick

Why do you watch those videos? I mean I don't like people but looking at that type of content would only make me worse. Seeing terorist beheadijg by accident as a teen was enough to desensitise me to it but I wouldn't actively go out and seek it.

 

[escape_from_hell]

Slightly worried they might charge my family costs for search&rescue and body recovery costs after jumping from a public bridge or in a big national park or something. Anyone know if that's a thing?

 

[divinemistress36]

Why do you watch those videos? I mean I don't like people but looking at that type of content would only make me worse. Seeing terorist beheadijg by accident as a teen was enough to desensitise me to it but I wouldn't actively go out and seek it.

Out of curiousity of what it looks like. The comments on there are disgusting

 

[Throwawayacc3]

Out of curiousity of what it looks like. The comments on there are disgusting

I mean (to me logically) got enough problems and trauma shit. Adding more just makes things even more unbearable. Just going to stick to animal videos lol.

If a site is dedicated to that - I'd doubt the people commenting those particular comments have the right mindset. Seems to be more personal when comments like that are made rather than humanity as a whole.

 

[Gonnerr]

Are you considering it?

Yes if SN doesn't work. I will try to kill myself as soon as i lie myself out of the hospital, killing myself over and over again until i die for sure.

 

[teajay1]

i wish i could jump too. i'm such a softie i have the least amount of balls of any suicidal person on earth. and i'm suffering emotionally all day everyday. i wish i could find something peaceful :(

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case I certainly envy and admire those with the courage for this method, it certainly sounds like a terrifying way to die to me.

 

[BlendedHeart]

I've been accompanying my mother to her physiotherapy. Her appointment is at the 14th floor of a building, which lets me contemplate the view from there. I've always wanted a private ctb, but sometimes I also want something irreversible, and jumping seems like that kind of option.

Then, yesterday, I read about a famous salsa singer which jumped from a 9th floor... and survived. Don't know if 5 extra floors would've made a difference, but that is very scary. I guess I need to find a higher place.

 

[mintgreendolphin]

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Am seriously considering it now that I've been screwed out of legally getting a gun to do it myself. Sucks that I wasted so much time and money though.

 

[lita-lassi]

theres a certain set of cliffs i have in mind if i really set my heart to it. right into sharp rocks and freezing water from several hundred feet. last place i felt truly happy

 

[Ambivalent1]

Is it true that when you're falling, you're completely absorbed in the moment so no regrets or thoughts of "what did I just do?"? I want to focus on the song on my ipod and feel the air brushing past me.

 

[uzuf86]

I've been accompanying my mother to her physiotherapy. Her appointment is at the 14th floor of a building, which lets me contemplate the view from there. I've always wanted a private ctb, but sometimes I also want something irreversible, and jumping seems like that kind of option.

Then, yesterday, I read about a famous salsa singer which jumped from a 9th floor... and survived. Don't know if 5 extra floors would've made a difference, but that is very scary. I guess I need to find a higher place.

He suffered as a vegetable for 5 years before dying from another disease. That's why it's important to choose the right height

 

[BlendedHeart]

He suffered as a vegetable for 5 years before dying from another disease. That's why it's important to choose the right height

Not sure if we're talking about the same person. Hector Lavoe didn't become a vegetable. He suffered several fractures, but recovered enough to give some concerts, before dying of a heart attack a few years later.

But you're right. The right height is crucial.

 

[singularity3]

Same mate.

You need The Very Big Testicles to do this method

 

[colourfulmai]

If you're planning to jump ctb please try do it off a building to be instant. If you jump off a bridge you might drown instead and suffer pain from water impact. When jumping, once you're off, you're off. Just drop off whenever, if it's a big building it's 100% gonna work. It's one of my options.